This is how i am... Accept it

truth be told

2006-11-16T20:05:00.000-08:00

i enjoy that i ave had these blogs, xangas, livejournals etc.
i look back at them and read about what i did in the past
i feel how i felt
i remember things i have forgotten
i read about peopel i hung out with and dont anymore and people i hang out with still
and now i get to add about new people
so i will randomly write in this
i kind ahope no one ever reads it but me
i fucked up my links and my lil buttons and it makes me sad.
:-(

So I stole this from Joi

2005-12-26T17:35:00.000-08:00

This is my survey from June 2004
Name ]: mary
[ Born in ]: Chicago
[ Good student?]: yes
[ Eyes ]: hazel
[ Hair ]: lt brown
[ Shoe size ]:9 1/2
Last time you..
[ Had a nightmare ]: well i dunno i dun think so
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: thats my business
[ Ate at McDonald's ]: eww y would i do that
[ Dyed your hair ]: 4th grade
[ Brushed your hair ]: 1/2 hour ago
[ Washed your hair ]:last night
[ Cried ]: cant
[ Called someone ]: last night
[ Smiled ]: today
[ Laughed ]: yesterday
[ Smoked? ]: no
[ Did drugs? ]: no
[ Had sex? ]: no
Do you: [ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: no
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back?]: no sometimes
[ Play an instrument? ]: yes
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: well there should be its a huge universe
[ Remember your first love? ]; yes
[ Still love him/her? ]: .... no
[ Read the newspaper?]: no
[ Have any straight friends? ]: they all are..maybe except for jill n kt..JK
[ Consider love a mistake? ]: no
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]:slightly
[ Have any secrets? ]: yes
[ Have any pets ]: no
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you]: yea
[ Wear hats? ]: yes
[ Have any tattoos? ]: no
[ Have an obsession? ]: yes
[ Collect anything? ]: seashells... but not for 3 or 4 yrs
[ Have a best friend? ]: yes
[ Like your handwriting? ]: no
[ Have any bad habits? ]: yes
[ Care about looks? ]: yes
Current:[ Dress ]:my pj's ITS EARLY!
[ Mood ]: so so
[ Make-up ]: nope
[ Music ]: no
[ Taste ]: poptart
[ Hair ]:up
[ Annoyance ]: nothin to eat for breakfast i really like
[ Smell ]: nothin
[ Thought ]: y isnt there nething to eat!?!
[ Book ]:Harry potter and julius ceaser
[ Fingernail Color ]: half purple lol half normal
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: orlando bloom and elijah wood.... hot stuffs
Last Person:[ You Talked to ]: mom
[ You Hugged ]: mom
[ You Instant messaged ]: jill or kelly
[ You Yelled at ]: my cousins and brother
Favorite..[Teacher]: Sharkey!
[Fruit]: strawberries
[Veggie]: spinach and ensalad
[Radio Station]: 101.1
10 years ago, I ...... was 5... was in indiana... was leaving preschool i think?... played in the sand... built a sand castle
5 years ago, I ...... was 10... was going to fifth grade... was in indiana... went swimming... dug a deep hole in the sand
2 years ago, I ...... was in 7th grade on my way to the big 8th... really disliked some people that would become bffs... chrissy, already was friends with kizzy :-)... liked Brian
1 year ago, I ...... graduated 8th grade... went to my first dance and with the guy i really had liked... Got my confirmation... grad parties!
1 month ago, I ...... went to my cousins house... i was counting down till end of school... saw my new cousin... trying to build up my strength to talk to a guy i dont like nemore1 week ago, I ...... had finals... still liked him... was sad... realized school was ending and wondering if this is the end or justthe beginning
Yesterday, I:... helped my aunt clean and cook for a barbecue... family barbecue at my aunts... pillow fight!! lol... started to realize somethigns will never change
Today, I ...... woke up at like 10... fell asleep at 2am... ate a poptart... Courtney coming over might go to jill's

Now here it is a year and a half later
Name ]: marybeth
[ Born in ]: Chicago
[ Good student?]: slightly
[ Eyes ]: hazel
[ Hair ]: lt brown w/ purple high lights
[ Shoe size ]:9 1/2- 10ish
Last time you..
[ Had a nightmare ]: Dont remember
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: I always mean it
[ Ate at McDonald's ]: last thursday or something
[ Dyed your hair ]: beginning of the month
[ Brushed your hair ]: this morning
[ Washed your hair ]:last night
[ Cried ]: sunday
[ Called someone ]: today
[ Smiled ]: today
[ Laughed ]: today
[ Smoked? ]: eh
[ Did drugs? ]: no
[ Had sex? ]: no
Do you:
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: yes
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back?]: sometimes
[ Play an instrument? ]: yes
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: well there should be its a huge universe
[ Remember your first love? ]; yes
[ Still love him/her? ]: No, dude that was third grade
[ Read the newspaper?]: no
[ Have any straight friends? ]: yes
Consider love a mistake? ]: no
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: yes
[ Have any secrets? ]: yes
[ Have any pets ]: no
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you]: after i find out who they are
[ Wear hats? ]: yes, but only in summer really
[ Have any tattoos? ]: no
[ Have an obsession? ]: not really
[ Collect anything? ]: seashells... but not for a while
[ Have a best friend? ]: I don't have a bestfriend... i have best friends!
[ Like your handwriting? ]: no
[ Have any bad habits? ]: yes
[ Care about looks? ]: eh
Current:
[ Dress ]:jeans and a hoodie
[ Mood ]: so so
[ Make-up ]: nope
[ Music ]: no
[ Taste ]: pizza
[ Hair ]:up
[ Annoyance ]: the idea of her and him...
[ Smell ]: pizza
[ Thought ]: poor dad
Book ]:Catcher in the Rye
[ Fingernail Color ]: normal
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: I lack celebrity obsessions
Person:
[ You Talked to ]: dad
[ You Hugged ]: sister jill
[ You Instant messaged ]: tommy, kristina
[ You Yelled at ]: brother
Favorite..
[Teacher]: dulek,ogarek, czworniak
[Fruit]: strawberries, apples, oranges
[Veggie]: corn
[Radio Station]: 101.1, 101.9, 104.3, 97.1, 97.9, 93.9, 94.7 (Imiss the zone!) 103.5
10 years ago, I ...... was 7... all excited about my new christmas toys and playing with them
5 years ago, I ...... was 12... malling with the friends andstill excited about christmas presents
2 years ago, I ...... was in 8th grade...
1 year ago, I ...... It was the day after Christmas. I think I just chilled out and hung with my friends, I was a sophomore, and 16 years old
1 month ago, I ...... was 17... waiting for break... ...didn't really have a crush on anybody
1 week ago, I ...... had finals..... liked him a lot and was sad that he was leaving for break... was exhausted and upset I had school and couldnt have gone to the party with him the night before...
Yesterday, I:...celebrated Christmas with my dads side of the family, eeryone but aunt janet. I can drink, family doesnt even mind on both sides (sweet, theere is definately a difference between being 16 and 17, and im only about a month and a half into official 17)
Today, I ...... fell asleep at 4 am, did some homework, woke up at 1230, went shopping with jill and john, andwill be making the rest of my plans for the week

2005-10-04T22:34:00.000-07:00

homecoming was awesome. Enough said! Wanna see pictures.. wait till I get back next week..
You know it kinda hurts, I guess..., knowing your birthday is kind of obsolete or not even there really, more than a month before. How depressing, oh well. Never really cared for it much anyways i suppose. :-/
I need to go do my homework, I am a nerd, but it's a good feeling I have when its all done. Good bye my loves, until next week

WOW....

2005-10-01T09:53:00.000-07:00

Ok, so tonite is my dance! I AM SOOOOO STOKED! or whatever I dont know hwo to do my hair.. well im changing the subject to my life now...

This week was all lets be something for aday.. I decided to be Anti-school so therefore i didnt dress for any of the days and they are lucky i even went to the pep rally and game. They were both fun though! I so wonder what I would be like if I did drugs... Dont worry! I wont, and oyu better not too... or eelse! WOW IM HYPER! Im going to go make crepes. WHY? becuase I can, and I dont want to get ready for hte dance Im such scum! lol

WOOT! another great weekend!

2005-09-25T13:09:00.000-07:00

Alright so

Friday:
School- fun as usual, Not much to say I do what I like and I like what I do, and no I dont mean homework. I mean goofing off with friends whenever I can, and just enjoying life as it is. Theres things I would change, but if I ever had the choice to change my life to be someone else, I would never accept. Life is good, life is great.. I'm going to go with the flow. It's more of a thrill. So After school
CAme home- Went over to Amanda's! It was fun! Except for one part, but we went to the mall and got her dress, had subway. It wasnt a bad night, I hope hers turned out ok. Then I went to Jillians! with ale,missy,kt,joi, and of course jill. It was cool, like dancing CRAZY style! Came home

SAturday- HAHA today is my favorite :-)
I woke up at like 830, showered and all that jazz. Then WENT AND GOT CHRIS! we had a breakfast date! It was awesome! cept his pancakes were like terds lol, mine were ok. Dropped him at home. Then I came home. Talked to Joi, we decided it was time to go get HALLOWEEN/MASQUERADE stuff. went to Party City. It was awesome, basically ran all over the store for like an hour, bugging Ben. I swear he nearly gave me a heart attack.. Im like WOAH! but quieter. It was fun! Then dollar Store, chillin out. CAme back home. Then KRISTINA CAME! Went to pick up Danielle. Went to see Corpse Bride. It was cool, yet weird. DEfinately not an ideal kids movie, but I liked it. After went to Cold Stone.. aka Downtown Lagrange. Went to like Chicago or something it was crazy! Then Kristina and I went to Kristinas after, kiz drove Danielle home. It was all so much fun. It was like no worry day, drive around with friends do what we want. I loved it

Sunday:
Woke up... went to school. It wasn't bad we decorated the banner. It looks splendid! AFterwards Jill, Joi, Ale, Tania, and Me all went to PAnera Bread. Then Missy and I went to American Bagel, Etc. It was cool.. Now I'm here. With enough time to do homework and bond with the family. I wish every weekend could be like this

So next weekend is homecoming, and I totally forgot to buy a mask. What worse is that I was at Party City too and they have a good one that I like. Or matches my dress whichever. I'm excited for the dance.

The weekend after.. I am kind of disappointed that I'm missing Fright Fest, but the weekend should be good. I'm going away for a few days. I should be back on Tuesday. I hope its warm there!

Any Ideas for a Halloween costume? I swear you would have thought I have something after already looking, but I'll just have to go back lol

I was born emo?

2005-09-20T17:03:00.000-07:00

Dude! so anyways.. I have realized.. I think I am bipolar, but isnt everybody? I can be happy about something for a minute and the next i could be sad about it or something? Yeah whatever lol...
So since friday- Eh shit happens.. that is all I have to say. But maybe I just got upset nothing has happend. Friday I think im going to see Corpse Bride. I think it might be kinda ackward, but that can be fixed. I was uninvited to the family thing because im too young... DAMN AGE! Why did i have to be in the middle?! at least if i was younger I could fit in with the younger cousins, and if i was older I could be with the older ones, but no I'm the idiot inbetween that no one probably wants around. Oh well. My family is still fun, and crazy and I love every moment of it! But seriously if anyone truly knew like how alone i sometimes feel in this big old world... its probably similar to those people you see sitting by themselves at lunch, you want to go say something to them but I guess you feel people will think your weird which is stupid. Maybe I'm stupid, but I'm not. I think this post is just going to be an outlet.
I am so glad to have the friends I have. They accept me for who I am.. even though I am probably one of the weirdest people they have ever known, possibly? Seriously if any of my friends need someone to talk to I'm here the same way you are for me, even if I'm in the middle of a rollercoaster ride and upside down just call orsomething lol. Speaking of which! I want to go to six flags fright fest! I am very upset I can't go to this years fright fest on friday, and that I missed last years, but! next year! OH yeah! totally going! It can be like a partty at fucking six flags! You want to go just tell me! Or wanna go this year? TELL ME! haha! ok I am done to the extreme...
No I'm not, one more thing I talk to much but at least i know when im quiet and people ask why I know they know somethings wrong and even if I don't tell them my problem I'm glad they care... Ok NOW! I AM SOOOOO DONE!

UHG! ONe more thing I SWEAR! I need a new layout.. this one is just not working right now.. I'm thinkin a tim burton like thing?! oh well later much

It's kinda hard to say, but

2005-09-16T21:06:00.000-07:00

I am sooo happy! today has been a great day.... actually everyday is but today was the best! OK sooooo ill startwith today lol

TODAY- I woke up late.. like at 6, i wanted to wake up at 515 to study bcuz i decided to go to sleep early. Hah! stupid me! but I am hoping I did Ok, it wasnt that bad... I probably failed. In chem- 100 on my quiz... then between 3-5 had a field trip..GUESS WHO FOUND ME! JENNY J! remember st pat kids? the one that left in seventh grade... THIN it was aight 6- espanol not bad. invited to zero gravity, it was sweet prolly cant go but I sSOOO want too lookin for a place to take me... thats it! seventh-math, not bad i stayed awake.. I cant stay awake seventh ITS SOO BORING! lol
After school- drove manda home, came home, showered, phone!, missy, i burned my butt.... it doesnt hurt its warm though! lol Went to natalie's. Now here comes the list of places we went to tonite lol:
Natalies, Br Rice, the mall, kirstens, baskin robbins, ale's, and then i came home! it was SO much fun! I AM SOOO HYPER! stuff happend I cant explain it, butits all in my head, and I like it. It makes me happy. Now... What i need is a boyfriend/date w/e... ANY ONE?! lol even though i know only my friends read this, so in other words... nvm

Ahh... well im too hyper for anything so im gonna do my hmwk! cuz im having a nerdy moment! but if i stay up till 3 tonite.. PARTY THE REST OF THE WEEKEND!

This might be dead for a while

2005-07-07T20:04:00.000-07:00

So much happens in a life that it is too much to write down, and right now i cant! Im sry! Ill post when i have time, but so far stuff isnt looking good when it comesto that. However, when it is about things in my life that has been happening, I couldnt be happier about some stuff, I just miss people, but Ill be back, I always come back ;-)

So this is the complainer

2005-06-15T07:11:00.000-07:00

Well last Monday I started basketball, at least im not in pain, my arms are a little sore, but oh well. The everyday so far cept monday I have had to skip weight lifting to drive my brother, I wont be there thursday, I missed all of last week, I dont know the plays, and I don't want the team to ever lose because of me. LoL I lost 5 pounds from Monday's practice, lol.
Well I will tell about Virginia lata! tiem to go to practice
COuntdown-12 days (including this one) of practice
3 games

This is a new post from an unofficial junior

2005-05-27T11:37:00.000-07:00

This is my summer! The SUMMER TO PARTAY! to the best of my abilities. I FOUND MY PANTS!!! IM SOOO HAPPY, For those of you that are reading this and thinkin Wtf? read the post from yesterday, it would explain my depresion. LoL

Well I am an unofficial junior, I have passed sophomore year, and now this time next year I will have my college applications or something like that. Im getting nervous! lol College is looking scary, but hopefully my great friends will be able to help me get through it, and of course I would do the same for all of them ;-)
Now it is time to go do my summer homework, I already finished some of it because I am a nerd and have a goal of finishing it by June 20 or something like that.... Yes, I am a nerd, but I do what I can, after all isn't that all I can do? If that made sense... I was feeling buddhist/ghandist...... yes... Well tonite going to tgif, tomorrow babysitting/homework (like i said GOAL), sunday basketball in the morning and going to my little bit o' paradise with my family and everyone, I dont know when I will be back, Afterwards off to Virginia, it sounds fun and relaxing... then of course with that comes the price of basketball, I hope I make it, I have to think this through I wasn't even going to try-out next year, but I dunno.... Luv ya all if ya even read it lol

2005-05-26T18:09:00.000-07:00

I AM SO SAD!!!! Today I accidentally threw out these totally awesome pair of pants that I made in fashion, I hope they will still have them tomorrow because I mean i didn'ty throw them away in a normal garbage bin so they might still be there. OH I HOPE SO! I almost want to cry, they were like my dream pants almost. :Sniff:
Even if they aren't there I guess I will either make more in the summer, or something.
On the upside...
Last day of school tomorrow! So EXCITED! only one test, Spanish.... its ok I took it pass/fail ;-) smart thinkin for me YAY! otherwise it would be a B
On a sad note I FRIGGIN GOT A B+ in English, Im so disappointed! I was SOOO close to an A- It would have done so much, but I guess i shouldn't complain. I just I dont know, I have this over achieving problem maybe? I dunno....
SCHOOLS OUT TOMORROW! IM SO EXCITED, time for a homer simpson quote (dont worrry this post is going places!)
"I Am so smart, S-M-R-T I mean S-M-A-R-T"
Well now it is time to find out what I have been doing, this is interesting.
Over the past few weeks I have played basketball, hung out with friends, family parties, and a hell of a lot of projects, the last week cram as i would like to call it.
Tuesday was the first day of finals and monday was my last normal day of being a sophomore, It was fun but hey I can't wait to see what next year brings. Livin it to the best I can. So far I haven't failed any of my finals, Go Me! not like I would fail, the only one I might fail is spanish WHY?! BECUASE MOST OF IT IS STUPID CULTURE STUFF THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE LANGUAGE!!!!! okay I am glad I got that out, I will be studying in a few minutes, Or maybe I will study at school, I dont know.
Tuesday I also went over to Kathi's! aka Roni! It was fun we made pizza! I tried mine for the first time without sauce, though I must say the sauce kathi made was better than none. WAtched Little Mermaid on CANADA TELEVISION! HAH I SO WISH I HAD THAT CHANNEL! Then I got sick and had to miss practice, I hate getting the sicky feeling, no it wasnt from the pizza it was from school. lol ;-)
Today- I had my Science, and fashion( :-( :Sniff: ) finals. I have an A+ for the semester in science almost a 100% in the class. I am so glad. Then after school I went over to Pimp Smokey joe's. HE STOLE MY KEY! Its ok i got it back. It was fun watched some star wars, and it was great pretty funny. good times, good times

I am beginning to wonder WHERE AM I? I am never around, well I am but I don't know, This is why i feel like a forgotten one or something. Like I'm there but I feel people don't see me maybe? I dont know its like I am invisible. Some people get on my nerves, no names but uhg!! If people only knew what life through my eyes seemed like, But then again I am sure that there's might not always be great either... I guess we all just have our problems and need to try to fix them. Just keep lookin ahead.

I am going to miss everyone, I hope I see everyone next year! DONT FORGET ME, I wont forget anyone!

MASQUERADE

2005-05-12T13:59:00.000-07:00

ah yes a great movie to watch is Phantom of the Oprah, I know it probably doesn't seem like something I would watch and actually like, but I do! ITs So AWESOME! I remember watching it in music class at the old school, and thinkin booooring.... but this oh this one is great the songs are fantastic. But on a different post-it

Today i took my big government test, it wasnt that bad I am hoping at least a 4 but its only a hope right now... COME ON 4!!! or a 5 would be too fantastic for words, but we shall wait until July ish.... such a long time and i will wait by studying for my govt final! I need a 100%... thats right i didnt have a typo, but don't worry it shall be a slightly easier quest than the other test. School ends soon, I am glad it is but I am also kind of sad I dunno school you kind of get used to it, but I have a feeling that leaving school for summer is going to be very good for me, very good. Thanks Kristina for the new layout..it's splendid, i wish i had a comment thing though :/ lol

I can't wait until summer, I can't wait for the sun, and water, and extreme boogie boarding. I might get a job, I want one

STARWARS! must see wanna see it? well plan for like last weekend of may or something like that or like a week after it came out. IT looks super, I wish i had read the books when i was younger, but I didnt it happens... lol Well I need to write some english papers, and government, and math must do good on next test, and Yup I must go... I have to go to sleep

!

2005-04-21T21:27:00.000-07:00

Welll...... Nothin really has happend my life consists of this.....
Wake up at 6 ish Go to school... talk to people.....Go to badminton.... then on tuesdays and thursday also go to basketball and play games on sundays.....then come home and do homework... and countdown to the weekend and end of school.... LoL
It might seem boring, but its not actually I find life fun and im Living it up! Makin the best out of what i can.

I don't really know what to say, but I feel like my life is missing something and its beginning to show, but I cant find out what it is..... I think but nothing comes to mind eh oh well I have NO SCHOOL tomorrow Its exciting I know plus I am drinking gatorade and eating chips its a party hardy night, AND i watched Meet the Fockers so I am completely FOCKERIZED! You know your jealous ;-) Well I dont know SUMMER the best season ever well.... hmmmm I am watching lotr from the beginning since i finished harrypotter series a week or two ago... THATS RIGHT PRIDE in what I LIKE YES! Well i do what i can lol DANG kids stealing all my phrases and then leaving me with none those punks Well later days

I think that this is very similar to me...what do you think?

2005-03-10T19:05:00.000-08:00

Your element is Water: Understanding, intelligent,
quiet and calm. You know who you are and no one
can change that. Usually quiet but only because
your listening, don't let anyone think you
haven't got an opinion! Your not quiet because
your shy or sad, your usually quiet because
your thinking. Your answers are well planned
and helpful so people generally seek your
advice. Your the perfect balance between
solitary and outgoing. But sometimes you need a
little time to yourself to sort out your
emotions and figure things out. You understand
the phrase 'sticks and stone' and rarely let
things get to you, whats that important for you
to have to get so upset over? You know what you
want out of life but are simply taking your
time and enjoying things. To you your life is
fine as it is, you can always change things
later if your not happy.

You are Kip Dynamite and you love technology.

Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
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Your Beauty liesin Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl nextdoor. People tend overlook you as you are the "normal girl", but you're actuallyvery beautiful. And you have plenty about you to set you apart, but more that lets you blend. People love the stability you have because as others may comeand go, you will always be there and you may always be the same. You like simplethings and that's what people like about you. You most likely enjoy things mostconsider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort of thing and are very friendlyand probably have many friends. You are sweet and kind and that shows on you,but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a rather well-roundedindividual. Even though some people pass you off as just another girl, shrug it off because they don't know what they're missing.
Some Things That Represent me:
Element:Earth, Light
Animal: Cat
Color:Pinks, Blues, Browns
Song:Girl Next Door by Pilot
Expression: Simple Smile
Gemstone:Alexandrite
Mythological Creature:Fox Demon, Hobbit
Planet: Jupiter
Hair Color:Light Brown
Eye Color:Hazel
Quote:To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

Comment if you read this!

2005-03-06T19:32:00.000-08:00

Well, I hope ur sound is up and u checked the side of my site because i now have a music video and i put back up some of my buttons that dont work anymore on yahoo. I will add more there are always morethings to like, Thie song ill probably change it periodically. I have a myspace now, I think its pretty cool check it out. I put a video there too! its SwingSwing by All American Rejects, and here its Iris, by the Googoo dolls.

Im keeping this short because no one reads this anyways....
This weekend, Friday -Mall with jill, kt, and missay! It was fun then went to missys YAY!

Saturday- Badminton, Went and saw Stagg Idol with Missay, Jill, and Katie. It was funny Katie lost her phone but its found now. YAY! lucky! shes getting a dog! GOSH! We also went to burger king Yum! Got me a cool a$$ toy kinda......

Sunday- Nothin much hmw n such, went for a walk with Jill and Missay, went by scotts, but eddie's outsidethe house not scott.... So hung there for a while and then had CHICKEN! for dinner yummy!

Tomorrow- Badminton and License! YES! I am so excited! oncei get it a lot of things will go better

Well later days

...At the top of my lungs!

2005-02-27T18:38:00.000-08:00

Well, i cant remember the last time i updated, so i figured it was a good time too. Since i can't remember when i last updated im just gonna put up quizzes or sumthing.... well maybe at the end.
Currently- I am watching Independence Day
A good movie to go see is- Hitched

I am freezing! I dont know what to type, so I'll type what comes to mind.... OK here is something
My mom's friend was saying how she thought the grudge was creepy, bcuz some of it could be true. Then she adds why she thinks this, bcuz of the lady that was pulled up into the attic. Well that wasn't what i needed to hear. Last week im sitting by the computer mindin my own business just doing my homework, and my parents and brother are at the game. Then after being home for like an hour i hear something fall upstairs and like creakin as if someone is walkin quietly or something. First thing i think about is someone is in the house and they are gonna kill me, Should i run out of the house? what should i do? No one is upstairs remember and i have been home for a while now How could something fall? And if anyone has ever seen a horror movie (probably you have) The people that go investigate either get otehrs killed, or if they are alone (aka me) they get killed. Well I am sure a smart person would have called the cops or something, but me no no not me, I call michelle. LoL And im like YOUR COMING UPSTAIRS WITH ME! lol So me and the phone aka michelle walk upstairs and i check everywhere, except the attic ( I'm not that brave lol) Not only do i have michelle i carry a big knife. LoL oh well... I'm still alive aren't I, but I still don't know what fell. DUNDUNDUN! lol haha

yesterday went to a luau dance, It was really fun, and I ate too much. NOt only that my hair.... lol I went over to minnie's at like 4 and we did out make-up/hair. and well I trusted her to crimp mine, but i didn't know she needed to look at my face so I am watchin tv and she's crimpin my hair ( only the top layer) then she says she is done, so i go look in the mirror as i look Nikki calls and says she is outside. BAM! I looked like Christina Aquilera with the fro, just not as big. It's actually a pretty funny thing if u think about it. So in the car she puts it half up half down, I look in the mirror again and I LOOK LIKE A LIL Olsen twin! ( form when they were young) AHH! oh well i just put my hair up it looks fine, who cares anyways lol, just another bad hair day. No big :-)
And friday I wentto the fish fry, chrissy, brandon, and scott... scott's so lucky lol thanx

2005-02-07T18:58:00.000-08:00

Last week was good.. normal
Friday- Practice then went to Cheek's brothers game with Nikki, Brittney, abbey, and minerva. It was fun and after we all went to JUlianni's! Pizza was good and the Balloon man was HILARIOUS! if i ever was to have a party i would want him to come. Then spent the night there partay central!
SAturday- "practice" We made t-shirts, ate pancakes, and watched napoleon dynamite. It was awesome. Sometimes i wish i got along with the team better, but really i dont care if i do I wouldnt want to hang out with some of them. Then came home showered and helped my mom and then over to chrissy's becuz it was her sweet 16 and i know she couldnt have a party without me. lol 0;-) Luv ya, Figures when i get their chris leaves like half an hour later.
It was still fun played some ddr, had some pretzel fights, and found that throwing pop cans is bad and can harm the wall SO DONT DO IT! lol then BRandon came! and we ATE PIZZA!!! twas good. and so was the Cake! yum! Homemade made by chrissy's Mom! Played some soul calibur and watched sixteen candles. It ws fun people there were chrissy (of course), kristina, brandon, chris, kelly, lin, and my new friend Mary. No not me a different one shes cool we have the same name so it's automatic. lol Then Mary, Lin, and brandon and chris left. I was sad, but not totally bcuz i still had a sleepover! and it was with chrissy, kris, and kelly! It was fun we fell asleep (surprisingly i was first) We were watching south park! I fell asleep in the first episode. ITs great to watch and get tips on how to live.
Sunday- Came home at like 1230. WAtched my brother and HARRY POTTER! chamber of secrets. weird thing like forthe past 2 sundays in a row i just wanted to watch a harry potter movie and next weekend its the prisoner of azkaban. YES! napoleon style. Did some homework, then my cuz came over. Talked to my grandma. I love talking to her, and i want to talk to her more often and i am going to it was just bcuz of basketball. I am having a poll should I try out next year? Leave a comment!
Today- basic school day, fuckers, sry lol i just had an urge. lol Me n missy wore a semi same thing for twin day, just diff colors. swimming is GAY! i think i got jipped! so flippin jipped! Practice after school, OK I might not be able to say this to some girls faces so i am going to flipping say it here! Its so f*ing annoyin when they say STop shooting bcuz u missed 3 shots, ok its basketball u rnt going to make every flipping one and the person/s that say it have missed shots too so they should shut their F*ing! mouth!!!! 4days of bball left

How much longer will it take to cure this. Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it.

Peace out

yp

2005-01-19T20:13:00.000-08:00

Ok I knwo i never post i try to but it doesnt work, this will be a quick one and some pics illfix the 404 thing eventually cough cough kristina cough lol

Hangin by a Thread...

2005-01-07T16:33:00.000-08:00

Well a lot has actually happend from the last time I posted, It's been fun and soooo tiring. Get your mind out of the gutter.

So Tuesday had practice- fun as always went to chris, hung out with him, joe, michelle, and chrissy. Joe had too much fun with the camera, and I won a pool game using my awesome ping pong skills.... thats right ping pong. played some ddr... eh.... Then Chris' mom drove home. It was fun fun fun.... whats even more fun is that whenever people are normally dont haning out with each other these days they go home and just talk on aim, immediately after just hanging out with them.... its crazy!

Wednesday- Practice and bcuz i am a nerd i prepared for school and read the Once and Future King, which i thought i didnt have to finish until january 12, well i was wrong! I was supposed to be done the day i came back, but i wasnt i still had like 115 pages left.

Thursday- MY FIRST DAY BACK! It was depressing thinking about it the day before, but once I was there i remember this last semester is going to fly by and i am going to miss it. It has started so great ill go by class
Spanish- Its gonna be fun with jill, joi, ale, and anete ( i dunno...) and even some others its a pretty cool class. My teacher was very happy i switched to 0 hr or sumthing.... u'll find out later
During common plan sittin on the corner LoL I told you keep your mind out of the gutter!
English- It was awesome before, and now Barb's in it. YAY! and I ahve an extra day to read the book! SPARKNOTES!
AP Gov- It sounds like it's going to be great and the people there seem great too!
Lunch- With Lauren and Chrissy (sp?)
Hrm- Lauren is in it and so is Luke, Jess, Mark, and Lauren. I pretty much only talk to Lauren and someitmes Luke. Still its ok.
Gym- I know like everyone in it! At least im not a loner!
Fashion- Joi n Jill! Need I say more? lol
Geometry- OMG! this teacher is an awesome teacher! he teaches what we are learning so well. It feels like he has a motivation and its a good one like the feeling my AP Gov teacher gives people in his class.
Science- Its cool one new girl dont know her, joined Barb, Christine, Caroline, Amy, and Lea (sp?) lab. Its fun yo, cept for the whole do your work thing...
Well that is my schedule and everything I am very Pleased it could have been so much worse, I am glad joi and Jill are takng fashion with me :-)
After school- Basketball game, We lost im sad. But Saturday we have a game and GRRR REVENGE!!! I watched the varsity so my day was from 7-730 I had a 12.5 hr day, and then I came home worked on Homework until midnight no fun for me but i have fun in school adn that is where i spend most of my waking day so I am actually Ok with it.... shut up!

Today- It was cool, Yea so I found out my Spanish teacher told like all of her classes that i had switched to 0hr, all of them except for mine. So kids that know me and are in her class are coming up to me and are like Yea so i heard you switched to zero hour spanish... Ok WHy tell your students that? No it gets soo much better! I go to gym and tell aneta and laura, laura has mcallister, and you knwo what she tells me. He told his class i switched to zero hour, but at least he mentioned some other people at least i think? well i hope so.... So i guess the moral of that is Teachers do talk about their students. So WAtch your back What one knows they ALL know..... but at least mine wasnt bad 0:-) lol
It was a cool day in english new seating chart, i like it. Since when did i become a kind of like expert in my class on the book? lol The test was so easy! I loved it, but i prolyl failed after saying that, but i dunno it wasnt hard for real! At least she didnt collect the essay, but ifeel prepared so I am done i did what i was supposed to do. YAY!
In Government we took a 60 question test (it was 60% of our final, you figure that out :-) ) It was so hard, but then when you think about it when you take the final and look back at what you got at first I feel I will realize how much i Learned and I will feel proud!
Lunch/hmrm- normal same as yesterday.
Fashion- she talked alot but it will prolly be an easy class not much hmwk Sweet!
Gym- Found out about spanish and studied some theorems, kind of ...
Geometry- Learned about indirect proofs the way he put it i realized they arent that bad, i just probably wouldn't be able to answer right in class but i know it.
Biology- Lab stuff, we started the Cyber Ed we were supposed to do yesterday, we started the wrong one before.
Basketball (it is pretty much a subject kindof but its fun) Shooting one we had the run room BOO! :-( 11.5 hour day 7-630 lol

Now I am home and i shall do my homework tonight! And update whenever i get the chance too! BYE!

2005-01-04T18:19:00.000-08:00

Hey yall!
WEnt to Geneva over the weekend it was fun! made some smores lol ;-) YUM! I climbed the rock wall four times! IT WAS FUN! and challenging! I miss my mom!
Monday- Went to practice- I had such a horrible one, lol i shot an airball from like 3 ft away :-( it was not a good shooting day. Im glad Natalies ok :-)

Today- Had bball from 8-10! house is clean! YAY! Relaxed, showered normal stuff. Went to Chris at 3..... ;-) lol im always late. Hung out in Chris' room Joe was there too, he cool yo, played some pool I WON! beat em both with my ping pong skills lol. Chrissy came with ehr CAMERA! teehee, then Michelle came. Played some ddr. Took some weird pictures with the camera, I fell :-( lol it was funny i was surprised. Joe won chris tv I lost :-( eh oh well he didnt really get it.
Watched school of rock, good movie, skipped the beginning though, then i had to leave but my dad wasnt home so chris' mom drove me, then i made PIZZA! all bymyself almost! i just didnt make the dough. :-P
Tomorrow practice from 8-10 I hope i have a good one i need it! lol

gnight

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2005-01-01T21:28:00.000-08:00

YEA! It's 2005, i mean 2004 was great and all but its good to be able to start as we call it fresh, and try to make this year better than the last! YIPPEEE!
Yes so its a new year exciting yes. I want to remember that the last movie i saw in 2004 was dawn of the dead (unrated) EWW! worst movie ever that is one thing i wouldnt wantto go back in time to see. The first movie was Spiderman 2! too bad i was sleeping, oh well. Prank calls at 2 am! PIZZA?! WHEREIS MY PIZZA u ruin my party! LoL HELGA and OLGA! yea it was fun. On thursday i had basketball and wednesday i went to the mall with jill... missy and ale. stalkers lol
Today- Helped my mom miss ya! sisters came over. tomorrow i am going to wisconsin! family woohoo! talked to chris and chrissy on the phone, its fun confusing chris but i think secretly he gets it he just says hes confused
Dec 31 was my brothers birthday! YAY HES OLDER! im so happy! :-) my lil brother growin up :sniff:
AWw im watching runaway bride.
Well ok once again happy new year and have fun going back to school!
Leave some comments people!

Miracles happen once in a while, if you believe

2004-12-27T19:00:00.000-08:00

AWw Im watching Princess Diaries i love both of them. They are good movies.
Thats right i posted :-p
Ok well not that much has happend since last night. I had my basketball game this morning. I wore my new shoes i like them. Too bad i couldnt play htough lol. We lost but the team we are playing tomorrow omg is so horrible. I was watching their game (it was before ours) and there score was 72-15 or sumthing. 72 pts?! holy crap! no we are playn the 15.
I got Sims 2. It's fun, they die lol. Its better than old sims. andi had pizza for dinner, homemade yum!
Yesterday i played the new lotr game for ps2 its cool its like FFIX i think IX i would have to check, but i dont want to get distracted from posting, i know me!
Yeah so if i am posting now i expect to see some comments people. lol no im serious
Hmmmm well if u wanna hang out call me or sumthing. I hope we win tomorrow's game, if we dont oh boy....

LoL Ok ok ill try to post more

2004-12-26T17:37:00.000-08:00

Well MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! sry its a bit late but hey Dec 26 is a fine day in my book, if i had a book. ow i bit my tongue today eating dinner and it hurt. :-(
I find songs that have catchy tunes to be annoying because they get stuck in everyones head and u keep singing it or listening to it. An example is LaLa, YOU MAKE ME WANNA LALA! lol how kinkey eh? ;-) Mary Poppins is on tv now, its a good movie. A movie fact- whole film was filmed inside
Well I did Ok on finals, I dunno i just got so like i didnt care all i wanted was to be on break. I needed this.
In basketball its ok. I am doing pretty good, but i got suspended for 1 game. I cant play in tomorrows game and neither can 4 other girls. If you wanna know why you can ask me or just make up some evil story and keep it to yourself.
*Christmas Notes*
I hope everyone's was a grande. Mine was very good. I got some cool presents, like the third age lotr game, lotr rotk ee, and all 3 harry potters. Yea! lol I think im gonna get Sims 2, Its kind of cool, everythings all 3d like and from baby to old people i can live my whole life lol.

Ok now its time to say what i did on my holiday.
Christmas Eve- Night before i slept over at my sisters and we made cookies, it was all my siblings, and my cousin. it was fun! im sick of baking i need a break. Penguins are cool. Then I went to my aunts on my mom's side. I enjoy being with my family and i hope everyone else does, esp on holidays even though it can be hectic just think of the memories. They are always errr interesting yes that is the word.
Christmas- Yes I love my presents! Church, sisters came over, then on to cousins and aunts ( dads side) for food..mmmmm.... Then i slept overthere, MAn I could not sleep! I was up like until 5 am, but its ok (LoL im a dork) Finding nemo and lotr tt was on. Aww nemo :-)
Today- I went to church, went with sisters, and cousins to see meet the fockers. It was hilarious. Then I went Shopping! Who doesnt like shopping... me. I do, but I dont like when people go soo slow uhg.... I mean its the same stuff it doesnt change.

Well I have a basketball tournament this week. Yay! I am not sure if i want to play next year its so much work, its fun, but there are other sports not as strenuous, and i dunno i think ill try-out and see if i can make it.
I have to give peeps they're present :cough cough Chrissy, and Kristina cough and lol i have some serious present issues i hate when i give them so late after an event im such a dork lol Oh well it happens. Ok I hope you enjoyed reading this i will try to post now ifn ot everyday at least every 3 days. so yall can look at my lay out more ;-)

2004-12-11T16:41:00.000-08:00

Ok Well this week has been awesome for the most part. The middle was kind of ehish. Monday was typical. Tuesday- big game against mcauley.. lol we lost, they are so going down next yr they stunk up the court we just made stupid mistakes. Wednesday nothing, Thursday had a game. Friday- practice was awesome! We talked for an hour and a half, but its weird becuz it worked we are officially a team and we get along. Then I went to the mall with chrissy, chris and joe. it was fn and michelle came later it was still fun. Saturday- I had practice 10-12 worked hard. Shopped with my mom, and some decorating, and relax, shower then to the bball party. It was fun. I dont know if becky liked her present, but i didntk now what else to get her oh well. I tried. I liked mine. Today- chruch, Then I went shopping like all day with my sisters... shopping for christmas stinks! so many people!
Now i am watching simpsons + lotr fotr. Im such a dork!

Thanx Kristina for my new layout! Its awesome!

Note to anyone that reads this if you by any chance know wherei can get the song accidentally in love by counting crows in mp3 code for my blog Please Tell Me!! Leave a comment... i read them.... eventually :-) And If i find that someone puts it on their blog between now and then then YOU SUCK! and ill be really mad at you bcuz i really wantto put it on and i searched for like a long time! and i know where you live! lol

well I am going to try and fix my yahoo site (click on the smiley face thats yellow on the side) anyone know how to fix yahoo sites with page builder i cant get to mine i always have to start new! grrr

Well I have to go bye!

AHH!1

2004-11-15T21:23:00.000-08:00

OK ill update later because its late lol and i need my beauty sleep. Andi still have hw. Thansk everyone for an awesome birthday!!!! I love yall! And here is a summary of today
I wore my spongebob pants because i am cool! YEA! well at least luke, aneta, and meaghan liked them lol. Spongebob comes out friday!
Ok well after school had agame. WE won!!! 42-12! GO US! I didnt get home until 930or later! IT WAS A LONG DAY! and im still up why becuase out of all days I have computer homework.... grrr ..... lol oh well I hope we dont present tomorrow im not in the mood, but i kidnof am so everyone can see my cool green shirt. lol Ok i Have to go finish hmwk...oh screw it i am going to sleep. Goodnight!

2004-10-30T13:35:00.000-07:00

Alright alright i suppose i will post to update u guys. I am not posting everything that has been going on bcuz its not my fault u missed out.
School- Hate geometry, taking fashion next semester and 0hour so ill have i think 2 or 3 classes with joi and jill YAY!! Ahhh school... what else needs to be said......

Yesterday- Came home chrissy called. went to the mall. went to the mall with chrissy and brandon. I got this cool smelling stuff and now brandon smells pretty. ;-) went to a hockey game. Got my halloween costume ( i am a dead hockey player)

Today- Cleaning and my family is coming over, sisters are spending the night... fun stuff ( no really it is) And I made cookies bcuz im cool like that lol.... no I am sry i couldn't go :'-( Damn and i really wanted to see the look on his face. I watched white chicks... its pretty funny lol...

OMGOMGOMG Now for soem really exciting news! TOMORROW IS HALLOWEEN!!!! IM SO EXCITED! Im gonna go trickor treating for a bit then party at jills woohoo! lol

I am so nervous about monday though! TRY-OUTS FOR BASKETBALL! im so nervoussssss... crap what ifi dont make it jebus.... its a frightening thought all i haveto do is tell myself to try my best. Tuesday i have to be at school in the gym at 6 am for atry-out.. to get there is dedication thats earlier than the 0 hour bus.... Oh well wish me goodluck lol

Another thing whats up with teachers saying. In honor of halloween im not going to give u homework. I am going to give you a PROJECT!! oh isnt that fun and its work oodles of points and its due monday! Yea... ok ur a nutcase. I hate homework i have probably said this before but its true. I dont always hate it sometimes its good to get a little more practice but giving homework that takes up all weekend because its a holiday weekend is bogus. Yes so im glad thats out of the way
now i am going to go clean up and watch some zoolander or something lol hoy es muy aburrido (I think i said today is very boring).... so far. bye
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Summary of what has happend between posts

2004-10-13T19:02:00.000-07:00

School and such i dont remember, I swear its all a blur! b/c its just soooooo long and all uthink about is how you'll ever finish ur hmwk in time to sleep..... and i guess learning, which is cool, but not when they teach full chapters in 2 days, and give u a test on the third! its Way to fast!

Ohhh yea last week was Ale's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALE! AND! It was my homecoming weekend!!!! It was a pretty good one! Went to the game with everyone, we left early and went to les brothers to eat. Came home. Saturday- Me, kt, and missy went to decorate, got our tickets and left. Me and missy went to walgreens after droppingoff kt cuz we r cool like that. My cousin came overto do my hair, I loved it Thank you! Went to Kt's for pictures, I was late as usual. We all went to homecoming, everyone looked so cute. It was fun. Then went to Ale's for her b-day sleepover. Sunday- Came home after Ale's and.... now comes the not remembering i think i was working on hmwk bcuz teachers give hmwk on all those special occasions when the know you have somethign fun to do. GRRR!!! Monday was Ale's 16th birthday, it was fun. I bought her ballooons.

Last weekend I went to Florida. It was fun. Had nice weather. Missed everyone. Had some "drama". Yup it was fun tried some food from all over the world, hey they arent half bad. Yea I Dont want to gtto into detail about everything bcuz well you should ask me somethign if you really want to know.

Ok well I have to go btw i have contacts for a week. They are so weird!!! lol and i dunno byebye!
P.S. Start praying for me and the whole basketball scene, I really want to make it this year!

Read Post Below Before Reading this!!!!!!!

2004-09-25T19:40:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! i forgt to mention this, I HAVE A TURTLE! ITS SO CUTE I LOVE IT!! OMG and its just a baby! AWWW!!! Ill tell ya the turtle story and why i have it, psht like i have the money to buy a pet.
So My brother goes to his lil bonfire thing and this kid was goingto leavethe turtle in the middle of the street and my brother asked to have it and ( I guess its his but its mine!!) so now we have aturtle. i have always wanted one!

On a weirder note.... I was lighting a candle and the fire floated 2 inches over it and wasnt attached to nothing it was just floating... It was freaky, cool and mind boggling all at once. It was literally floating like not even overthe candle it was rising, in the place between the fridge and my dishwasher, no candle was even there....... Yea well you better have commented and read below espif i forgot something

It finally hits me, You just aren't there.....

2004-09-25T18:34:00.000-07:00

Ok I will start off with last weekend and try to work my way from there, iprolly forgot a lot of things though oh well...... I have an excuse though, I made Corn bread from scratch and damn its good!

Well last weekend was awesome! On Friday We wento the football Game. Went with Kt to Mike's. After that we all went to Denny's We were there until like 1 AM. We were with Jill, Lisa, Joi, Ashley??? (I 4got her name), Bianca, Mike, Ale, and Kt. Me n Kt had breakfast.. mmmm Home!

Saturday- Nothing really I think?? Went to QOP Homecoming with chrissy, Kiz, Michelle, Lin, and Kelly ( i remember It was her 16th birthday! YAY) It was fun... Balloons and helium and cans of tomato paste........ wow then we went bowling, we had to wait for our lane so all of us went to eat mexican food and it was good! Went bowling I bowled a turkey!! HAha i got 4strikes in a row it was awesome! 120.. highest score. Then Kristina, Chrisy, andlin slept over. We were so tired we didnt even finish southpark.

Sunday- Everyone left. Then I went on my "uncles" boat. IT'S So COOL! We only went around Chicago once though,but then my "uncle" Actually came on with us and my 2 aunts were drunk and lol...... So then My mom drove one aunt home, my dad the other. My "uncle" bought me a hat its awesome! I love it!
Ok stuff does happen Its been about a week though and do you really want to read til your 50?
Monday- School
Tuesday- I Drove to School! YAY! Went to see Merry Wives Of Windsor. It was Excellent. Then Hung out with Joi For the rest of the field trip, and even after school. After school we went to the mall to get my homecming dres its so pretty, but my mom doesnt like it but lol she doesnt like anything unless its all ..... blah nvm

Wednesday-I drove on the road forthe first time in dr ed. I actually believed we were goingto mcdonalds.
Thursday- School
Friday- I drove to school. Joi Came over, MadeBiancaspresent. Then Ale, Kt, Joi, and I went to Bianca's Surprise Party!! Aww she cried!! Out of happiness people please.....
Today- I Kind of Just cleaned the whole day and helped around the house. watched lotrfotr
Tomorrow- Church, Then I getto decorate the Courtyard! Omg! I have to g find the stuff!

Well Uhm... YAY!! homecoming!!!!! Im so excited!!! For all of it!!

haha another post, unlike any other

2004-09-16T19:27:00.000-07:00

YEa well i wont be able to post until like sunday so this will be my friday yes it is interesting this time...

So this morning im at school early with everyone as usual... so im sitting with my friends and eddie runs out of hte band room why?! u might ask well he flung a nickel at a window for $10 and the wondow cracked and 10 min later it caved in! haha it was funny!!!! then we played frisbee with one of those little pop lids lol i swear i think he was on drugs...
Englsih) hada quiz that the teacher gave us the answers which is cool! bcuz i got a 100%
Dr Ed- worksheet.. can we say boring
Lunch- I think i broke the dishwasher like 8 times ( yes i work at school, but its worth it from my point of view) natalie helped fix it... lol bosco sticks!!!
Health- A quiz that was pretty easy it was like musica chairs
Math- first time i actually stayed away and i discovered rob and mark are both in my class and i see them everyday but did i know they were in my class... noooo yea were slow in hon geo
Spanish- uhm..... yea people changed seats.....
Science- omg im kindof excited about tomorrow a bit..... but shhh no hopes up... it was fun we all talked n stuff

On the way hoem i went to chris's bcuz he asked for a cookie and i brought him one i siad i would haha i bet he didnt believe me

UHG!! why wont my dad take me driving i despise him sometimes i like my mom

It is better to have loved and lost Than never to have loved at all.

2004-09-14T14:33:00.000-07:00

Hmm... well today was ok! O man yesterday i forgot to say i went driving to walgreens it was cool! I want to drive again! anyways....
Today was ok...
1- englsih was reading and a quiz.. oh boy
2- dr ed- boring movies about our eyes
3- lunch me n natalie are cool lol
4- health :-/ we listened to a man talk about spinal injuries, i hope it never happens to me
5- math I have atest tomorrow
On the way to sixth me n eddie hid (it was weird) from his friend rob bcuz he told us to wait. Lol he started to walk away it was funny! He was all mad and eddie was all OOMPA LOOMPA!!! for a football team!? i swear he had it all planned out.... uhm can we say weirdo, nah hes cool,,, sometimes.
6-spanish I had a test today uhg...
7- science was a lab worked with barb, kritine, stephanie, and caitlin. It was fun. Then i steph and i tripped on each other.
After classes- Ok me n steph were walking and i was telling her i hate it when peopel stop in front of you and i said the next person to do it im going to just push. lol Well this really cute guy infront of me looked at me and stopped lol it was funny she thoguht i knew him but i didnt so i pushed him bt lightly bcuz i was kidding! helllo! It was soooo ok though ;-) Man these small things just make my day sometimes

PARTY AT CHRISSYS! on SAT/SUN! lol

I dunno i have seemed to notice that whenever i see you, your staring at me? It doesnt make sense why cant you just leave me alone! I never bothered you this. I used to like you but Gosh i get over things quickly and i dont want to think about you anymore! It just makes me sad and it becomes hard to concentrate on other things like school or when people talk becuase all i see are you eyes staring, never leaving me alone. I cant take it anymore.... :'-(

why is it that 5 mins ago seems like 4ever?

2004-09-11T20:32:00.001-07:00

OMG OMG!!! OK i am so tired and i am soooo happy all i can do is hope tomorrow goes well and this weekend will have been perfect!

Ok i am going to start with thursday. On thursday i woke up and took the zero hour bus! it was fun fun fun! but i hadto wake up early boo! I hung around school for a while and decided that i wanted to go on a field trip, so i did and i brought joi and missy. Lol actually it was for student council. Missy is a lil swear box. B******! I spent most the time iwth joi while missy was recruiting votes. COWBOYS! lol dorks talked about homecoming. People called my house talked to them. it was uhm... ok i mean i dunno. I am so glad my nana is ok. :-) i made her a card

Friday was teh start of the so far greatest weekend kindof ever! Friday in school was the usual in spanish i won in bingo, that was fun i got candy! Health this kid dave was about to open my purse good thing aneta took it away from him, dont peopel kno its liek a crime for a guy to go through a girls purse! bcuz it is. I had a math quiz, and science quiz. I hope i did well! In dr ed I drove like a lot and it was fun! i got an A+ on 1 of my things and i felt proud!
After School- I went to a chinese place to getan eggroll with joi n amanda. Then we went to burger king and met up with kt and lisa and ale. Then the loser kicked us out of bk! He acts like he owns it but hes just a manager. The football game it was fun i mean so far they all have been. Ok i caught a lil plastic charger football it was cool btu i had no use for it really so igave it to brian. OMG joi n jill were so mean but lol o well ;-)! i found a dollar! But it doesnt matter im still poor duhr! i have 4 cents. Went to joi's for a sleepover. We arent allowed to make pizza anymore. lol

Today was awesome! the best! h/s forget any other best thing today was da bomb! yea ok that was gay.....
I went to orland mall with joi and kt. there i saw clea and some of her friends. I sat on the STAGE!! haha im so cool j/k Then came jill, missy, ale, minerva, and laura. I saw michala there! Then we waited and kiss fm came and threw out items like hats n such i caught 2 tshrits ( a kiss fm and a narbles it was cool!) and a highlighter! and OMG this kiss fm guy with a camara saw me catch the 103.5 shit and was all like POSE FOR A PICTURE. so chekc on the kiss fm site i might be there! i had to buy a bracelt to meet ryan but It was sooo worht it he is hotter in person! i would so marry him and have his kids! lol j/k guys maybe teehee. Then I got so much cool free stuff! I got tons of gum, lip gloss, made a bracelet, feminime stuff, and a tatoo i think its awesome!!!! ask me to show u it. Hah we saw hussain at the mall too i threw a pretzel at him. then i met ryan cabrera <3 ;-D got his autograph! I got my nail done thats right 1 nail! booya! then i came home

Sunday- I finished any homework then i called branodn to give me a ride to the mall he couldnt so he called alex. got a ride from his sister. Met up with michelle and we saw without a paddle. I am sorry brandon but there are similarities between u and seth green's character. Met up with chrissy i stole her icecream! YAY! michelle drove us home.

Ok now for the weekend to end sry its a long post kind of i think?

But odnt you worry folks im not done!

Today being monday i went to school! It was ok i mean nothing really special about it. In health, a kid form my spanish calss asked what the homework was and ok u dont ask me questions when i am thinking about 3000000zillions! other things! i totally forgot bcuz i didnt think about it till last friday and it seems like its forever away, btu i still feel bad so shut up. I told him 14-15 instead of 13-14. Oops! He was all like :mean tone: Mary told me the wrong pages.... eek.... :-/ Uhm english project now because yea. Chrissy called then joi called and now im going to call her! BYEBYE!

BEST DAY EVER!!

2004-09-03T21:46:00.000-07:00

Ok ok well maybe its not the best but it was pretty darn good! So today went to school like normal. It was fun just sitting by the locker. Here is my day
English- watched projects I GOT A 94 ON MINE!! YAY! (thats good 4 me)
Dr ed- I took a test grrr next week i drive though andi might get my permit!!
Lunch- nothin much just lunchy
Health- Dave talked a lot( my health teachers like hate me and aneta bcuz of him! they think its me n her that talk i asked to go to my locker its right outside they sy no and the next second another guy asks to go and tehy are like sure and then a girl asks and they said sure! IM LIKE WTF?! ) wrote letter of complaint
Math- HAHA! ok this was the most boring class ever! I got a b on my quiz and that sucks i wanted to do better.... So hes teaching this lesson and im like reading the book bcuz thats what we were learning and as im lookin at it im all tired so it feels like my eyes will roll in the back of my head. So when i look at the words they turned blurry and all i oculd see were the spaces between the words and im like WOW!!!! A MAZE!! it was weird lol.
Spanish- Hah we watched a video. and then they keep playing with my backpack. Imean i know its cool ubt give me and my backpack some space!
Science- POND WATER! and and POTATOES! with the microscope and the counting of the starch and blah!

after school
Then i went to burger king with joi,kt, lisa, mike, meaghan, and kim. Ate went to white hen, hah ok i saw these to guys there run across the street one fell it was funny! back to burgerking, back to white hen ( hah the same guys were ther estill that had fallen earlier and it was like 30m in later) Then wewent to mike's. then to the football game! Ballerina, and the guy in the band and in football! aww! lol ! i met this guy named tom he was so cool! We talked for a while and everyones like hwos he im like SHUT UP!! im learning about football here ;-) lol no we talked abouit like florida which i could totally relate to and the extreme surfers of lakemichigan. Im sadthough he goes to oakforest thats kind of far. Mark was there like every guy i like was there! it was grrrrreat! I cantt wait till next weeks game. hah this college fresh checked me out according to bianca. I think he checked her outthough.

Ok well i am off to bed and otmorrow i will be oging to indiana for an awesome weekend in thesun/ rain by the beach! later buttheads

grrr silly bus people

2004-08-31T19:18:00.000-07:00

This morning i woke up. Ahvent you ever had one of those mornign where you try to wake up but its just so hard and you just odnt want to? i dont like having those i need to get up and it stinks! Then i went to school and to the student council meeting.. GRRR! i wanna go on the field trip!! this stinks!

Well nothing really happend thats out of the ordinary i dont think? I had a bio quiz and tomorrow i present in english and i played basketball! O wow it has been kindof a long time! it was fun Got in a waterballoon fight with my brother lol i popped one infront of his face he got soaked!!! My aunt came over

Today on the bus. OMgosh! It was all eddies fault, ha no it wasnt but he was there. First the like pull my hair or sumthing then billy n zahia are fighting and i am in the middle Literally. Ok i sat by zahia and in the seat next to us sat billy and colleen! and then eddie sat behind and billy hit me with a water bottle when he tried to hit zahia and eddie throws this thing, so colleen hits him for hitting me but ends up hitting me so she hits herself and then they stuck someguys hat on my head and it was all warm and wow it was fun i got a headache though. I like riding the bus. eddie should ride it more often so we can throw stuff at each other that lazy bum! haha j/k kind of.

HAHA! and my health class told me a riddle and only dave doesnt kno! hah! but if ed tells him ill be in trouble uh oh!

Ok ok i know what yall are thinkin what ever happend to monday well nothin i wanna talk about! Ok ok ill tell ya! Nothin much in school but at home kt came over and hse had green milk cuz were cool! Then she went home and my sisters came over we went to bennigans. Thats it pretty much.

Well i am hungry so i am either going to eat one of the following:
Pancakes or popcorn! BYE! nah cheese

STRIKE!!

2004-08-29T17:15:00.000-07:00

Haha ok so today was an ok day. I feel like i am going to die right now because i am gay and friggin ran a 1/2 mile. So im all out of breath and i need to get back into shape. I think i am loosing interest in basketball a bit and that is scaring me. I went to the camp and i have been practicing and everyhting bcuz i plan on going all 4 years but lately i have been all like o i dont care, all i have cared about is school work and possibly finding a job for a month to buy a car bcuz im cool and have to buy my own. lol so neways

Today i went got up made a few more pages in my lil scrap book thing. If you have any good pictures and i know you and you have doubles can i have them! u can be in my scrapbook if u wanna be cool. Ok then brandon called haha. I cant believe that. Chrissy called and me n krisitina went bowling! i won! but tht doesnt matter bcuz now i am broke. then we paid for our pizza in like quarters lol $7. We played badminton and sat on the swings

Then my mom came and picked meup for my aunts infact its where i am now. Woo! My grandmas the best and i hope my aunt will let me babysit.

I have this friggin speech/presentation due tuesday. Its ok i mean kt made the video im sure its good and we will do fine. all i have to do for it tonite is write about my book so we cn read and put stuff together and practice the order we will say it, i am glad we did a movie thats like 2 minutes + i hope!!

Sometimes i say things and i wish i had waited a bit longer, but sometimes it works out and sometimes it doesnt.
I have to go eat. mmmmm...chiken.....

THE BEST EVER!!!!!

2004-08-28T18:16:00.000-07:00

Thursday was super fun, in the morning a lot of people sat by us it was crazy! and i knew all of them and we were friends, even eddie and brian and pat it was AWESOME!!! I had a blast!!

Friday- Same hting in the mornign except im sitting there next to kelly talking and this guy walks, stops righti nfront of me truns and just stares... with his eyes. now i havent ever seen this kid b4 and he is just staring at me.....it was freaky he freaks people out. so what do i do i say hi and he walks away, but walks by 8 more times. then a normal day tgif!
After school i went to the football game, MY FIRST ONE!!!! . IT WAS EXCITING!!!! those hot hinsdale guys! OWOWOW! the chargers rule!!!! We won it was sooo awesome. Ok its the 4th quarter we need a touchdown and a 2 pt conversion( i htink thats what its called) and 2-5 seconds left we get the touchdown and ew got the 2 points!! WE WON!!!!! varsity lost it wasnt that exciting though. then wewent to biancas. it was fun and it rained.

Ok ok now saturday was cool.... woke up had donuts came home. picked up michelle and kelly. we went to the dollar store got glasses.. they wrote like sparky 72 on my hand lol.... and we came back to meet chrissy! poor chrissy was all sad bcuz she had to deal with the 2. Dun wry we had more fun without em!1 it was AWESOME! we went to the normal stores saw princess diaries, went to panera, then i went to get pizza with michelle and boy am i glad i did. while eating my pizza the guy i like walks by with his brother and im like YES!!! i like him a lot. andi dont know why its sad but hes so hot! its like hotness! and i wanted to talk to him but i had this dream i saw him in the mall and it wasnt a good thing so i stayed away. Then chrissy and kelly followed them and i think i heard kelly almsot ran into them! omg!! lol im so glad a i ran away! Now i am home. and i am glad tomorrow i will be working on my project all day and i am getting an A on it and so is kt bcuz were cool like that. Im so nervous! i am not good at presentations in english :-/. o well wish me luck! later days

WEDNESDAY!

2004-08-25T19:51:00.000-07:00

Ok well let me go back to monday first
Monday night I went downtown for this boat ride it was AWESOME! OMG! the boat was HUGE!! im talkin 4-5 levels, and we went around downtown while i swam in the jacuzzi (sp?) IT WAS SO COOL!!!! the food was good i was with my whole moms side of the family! And i am going to visit my cousin at college. now i know what happend the last time i visited my other cousin down south... and they all remember too grrrr...... llol!!! Great pictures of chicago and watching the sun set behind the buildings. Good food too

Today was just a great day. In the morning like we crowded up the whole way there were a lot of people there. It was like woah. Then i dunno everythign just fell into place it was cool. I have decded not to take zero hour buti might wake up some mornign and take the 0 hour bus possibly. Thats it

2004-08-24T17:27:00.000-07:00

Ok Well Sry i havent posted for a while but now u get to read about what i was doing while i wasnt writing this lol.

Yes WEll Saturday was jill's sleepover. Joi picked me up at the corner ;-) at the sleepover was jill, joi, kt, bianca, amanda, missy and meswimmin at 1 am! It was soo much fun. FNE! "brush your shoulders off" "screw it just do it" LoL!!! Bianca, amanda, and kt stole me, jill, joi, and missys towels and shoes.... grrrr.... lol! Missy fell asleep after swimming adn we drew on her face and put shaving cream on it, she got it the worst. Everyone had writing on their face except me n bianca we were up till like 8 and fell asleep till 11. Thjen woke up adn had pancakes with sprinkles. Jeremy was talking about ozfest lol and all break dancing like.. weirdo lol. Then i left at 3.

At school I had an eh day monday.

Tuesday- TODAY WAS THE BEST!!!! ok i woke up went to student council, class and stuff as normal. but its just the little things that made it good, like walking with my friends, and seeing people, and just it was good.

Well I have to go till another day

Back to school....

2004-08-20T19:00:00.000-07:00

Hello! Well ok Its FRIDAY!! YEA!! THE WEEKEND! TOMORROW I am off to jill's! I hope she likes my present!

now I am officially back in school! Ok its not that bad i am only worried about the hmwk. my classes are pretty cool i spose.... could be worse. Joi might switch into the lunch thats awesome! Well thats it for the school part. DR ed! WOOOHOOO!! im so excited im gonna get a car and licene as soon as i can!

Now Today i went to school and then went to the mall with joi for jill's present. I cant tell u what it is! So shhhh! WOOHOO! the mall was fun! I gave this kid alladin castle tickets. muahahahahaha

Im broke now so later

like that one guy once said Ill be back.... lol w/e

2004-08-18T16:50:00.000-07:00

Ok so I just came back from the big ol orlando, florida(my third home kindof).
It was fun and interesting
We left tuesday morning at like 4 am and arrived to check in my aunt and 2 cousins came with so there were 7 of us. Then went to universal, guys, and swimming till friday.

On Friday the 13th, I woke up adn went to UNIVERSAL STUDIOS to ride the hulk 8 zillion times! and other rides like spiderman n such. Went home at about 2 bcuz the park close due to inclement weather. which is just a nice way of saying hurricane charley. so when we got under that big ol parkin garage it started to pour! it was a line of storms pushed off of charley, they were pretty big storms. We were being hit by the upper right quadrant, which is the worst part of the hurricane. The tornado alarms went off and one hit 10 miles away from us and that is to close for me. Then after the first rain hit we didnt get that much more till about 8 or 9 o clock. Walked outside watched the wind blow everything. Boy it was gusty and it wasnt the strong winds yet. It wsa blowing things off and pretty big stuff, like a hurricane lol. Ok then after we go inside the big winds are coming in! They were at like 100+ mph! and we were all like whent the power goes out blablabla.....( wanna know what the hotels backup plan was for the power failure? they gave my mom a glow stick only bcuz she asked what happens so imagine the people without glowsticks lol) Well my aunt was supposed to leave that night for home, but flight was cancelled didnt even come to orlando it skipped us and went straight to home. Good thing tooo tell why in a minute. Well then the power starts to flicker on and off, on and off! IT got annoying until finally it was off and the phones didnt work either. MY dad had a flashlight from home bcuz he decided to bring one. such luck and we had the brilliant glowstick. it was purple lol and my mom didnt want to use it she wanted to keep it lol. Then we hit the eye. Its calm, and hten after 20-30 min its starts raining the wind the lightining the thunder. Then sleep for my parents drove my aunt and my cousins to the airport 1 1/2 hours away so they can go to soem dude ranch.

We had no power the next day at all so we drove around. It was interesting. There was a car, in the turning lane with a huge tree branch on it! Could you imagine being the person in that car ?! the window was crushed in! the signs were broken, trees were uprooted, the roof of building was torn up, lights was out, phone use was limited to emergencies only, water was ruined, and theme parks opened later, or they might have even been closed to clean up, i think that they only opened later disneyworld had power though they have a generator. Then it was back home at 9 and power came on at 830.

Then from sunday to monday it was universal and swimming again. I bought this really really cool shirt ilike love it! and i got this henna tatoo thing.... its ok, i like the design.

On tuesday we checked out and went swimming all day till we left for the airport. Ok heres why it was good we didnt drop off my aunt and cousins and let them wait at the airport the part where there plane and our plane was supposed to be was totally trashed! ok they must have had 40 peopel working on it to fix it. the roof was leaking and the power under that area was flickering, it smelled, and some parts of the carpet were soaked! and in a sunroof over the food area there were roof tile chunks in it. Then we left and came home

On the way home can you believe you get the same taxi driver as before? its pretty crazy.

Some things i have noticed seem to happen to me
~ Weather, its everywhere!
~ people say whati just said like 1 min ago and act like they came up with the brilliant idea, it happend tons of times by family though only which is good, very good
~the water rides, whenever i am about to go down those big stupipd falls its breaks down! EVERYTIME! righjtr b4 the drop. AND SO i have to think about going down and work myself up to it bcuz im scared of the friggin water falls and the falling grrr

Ok well i think i covered everythign. It feels good to be home and i missed every1 a lot.
On a kind of sad part school is tomorrow.
Cant wait!

Our adventure at..... the mall

2004-08-08T23:14:00.000-07:00

Ok so today was sunday and i went to the beach. It was cool. No boys. Made me sad but happy bcuz i could just bug my brother. We swam in this lil lake. ITS SOO COOL! ok its like water you can swim in, a lil sand island, and then the big lake! i love it havent seen one of those for a long time.
Then my mom and darylann came down and we walked for like 20 min. Afterwards we all decide to head up and it totally figures out of all the guys i liked on the beach the one i did for a bit comes down. GRRR! i actually am shy bcuz me n him we just like look at each other, or follow each other, its a very weird relationship lol and i hope its not over. If you want to kno about it which you prolly dont need to you can ask me i spose. Ok now back on track
After the beach we packed and came back home bcuz i leave for florida. YAY! Then I called chrissy and we go to mall.
Ok so i meet up with chrissy and kel at hot topic. but the mall is closing. And technically we started our journey after we left hot topic. We headed to panera bread. which i did a stupid thing but it was funny afterwards who cares if the guy at the register hates me now. So while sitting down we start to htink what if they lock us out of the mall and we can only enter through one door, " the theatre door" So we worry a bit about that and then some1 had the brilliant idea of pretending we arew on the quest, I am Frodo, Chrissy is legless (lol ELIJAH #$%^ FOREVER!) ok ok its legolas, and kelly was gimli, i think or maybe gollum, no gimli its gimli. Me n kelly run to the door. and its open we make it inside safe. The first 2 parts of our journey is over phew, uh oh one more left. lol im a loser SHUT UP!
While heading to the eatery in the big empty mall, kelly says what if the security(orcs) people wont let us in?So we worry aboutthat. then we see that the coast is clear for running to the eatery. we slowly head towards it and then i turn my head to the right and we see security. trying not to appear obvious i am trying to get back into the eatery, i make a jog for it and i make it. lol twas fun then i made fun of the same guys as the walked past behind us o yea! btw the journey ended we sat at a table while finishing our bread and fufu, and talking. and looked at the table of hot guys over yonder. Ok ill stop and go to reality.
in the theatre michelle came. Shes cool my first whole friend. lol and we saw I, Robot.. it is good though i saw it twice. Will smith is as hot as ever.
After show michelle has the brilliant idea of walking to the dollar store, little did we know that it was closed. while walking there we come across a shopping cart and she pushed it like she was shoppping it was funny. Then back to the mall and we all left i hope michelle made it.
Kristina comes home tomorrow! KIZ if you can dont change my layout till i get back the 18th or u can i dun care lol

I leave tuesday mk well heres tomorrow
PAcking! aka woohoo! ill post when i get back IM SO EXCITED!!! UNIVERSAL! and my cousins are coming! YAY!

sleepover!

2004-08-07T19:44:00.000-07:00

howdy! I am in indiana and mydad got the computer connected this is awesome i cant stay on long though this will be a bit short i guess lol.

I still have to call chrissy eek

Ok so yesterday i just stayed home and worked on stuff. I finished my hmwk! OMG SOOO EXCITED now i cant wait till school starts! new classes, new people... yea ok w/e lol i liked the old people better ;-)

Today I woke up at like 830, got my hair cut, came up here.
My mom brought her friend up so its like a sleepover for her. Theyt wanna paint nails, fake tans, watch movies, its cool kind of like mine with my friends... a bit scary i never thought it would be so similar. Ok well i have to go i am watching
Hildalgo! andi want to actualy watch it i might be on later
Luv ya!

PARTY AT CHRISSYS!

2004-08-05T23:03:00.000-07:00

Ok today woke up at then went to my grandmas/aunts
Then i went to chrissy's Well it was interesting. As soon as i get there i am already wet cough chris cough stupid squirt gns grrr.... it was really fun and every1 was hyper. Hah do u kno what flambuoyant means....well what ever you think unless you think gay YOUR WRONG!! and we were right..... Michelle gets the blame for a lot fo stuff lol and grapes!.... chrissy is yummy ;-) lol...... Lin had to leave early....... Alex got hit with a birdie..... chris metallica sucks,j/k....Kelly and the rafts! woohoo!.....Brandon the vball and i lost my leg and u were really hyper!
Ok that up there its just like a small summary of today likei said it was interesting and you know you were jealous you werent invited ;-) lol

Joi's happy
Jill is in wisconsin
Kt is having scurry dreams lol ;-) and she hates the rabbit lmao
ok gtg bye!
P.S. I missed KRISTINA!!! HWY COULDNT YOU HAVE LEFT ON FRIDAY! OR THURS NITE!! WAHHHH!! :'-( dun worry we will fill you in

2004-08-04T21:59:00.000-07:00

HELLO! I haven't done much since monday but this is what i have done

Tuesday- I woke up early to get my schedule and here it is tell me if you have nething with me!

1st- So honors english p.
2nd- dr. ed mcbr
3rd-3b lunch
4th- health
5th- hon geometry
6th- spanish 2
7th- hon biology
Now to the importance of the day
It was my dads birthday.. oh boy hes another year older... :-/
Well for his birthday we got him a bottle of a work shirt, socks, and a bottle of wine. I kno i kno! the beststuff ever!
For his birthday wewent out to dinner, and went to see the village.
It was spooky at first i guess i mean i saw people jumpin in the theatre and heh i even did a bit at some parts. Then a retarded guy stabbed lucius whom ivy loved she needs to go to a neighboring town to get the supplies, and shes blind. This guy that killed lucius loved ivy. So the things in the woods ( the director did a great job on this ) it took 3/4 of the movie to ifnd out that it was the elders, the group that started the village. They wanted to keep the town in so they owuldnt go to the normal world. they live on their own and it seems liek its the 1800's or sumthing but when outside and she gets the medicine its actuallyt like 2004. And noone has ever found the village bcuz its in a park preserve and planes cant even fly over it. So she goes back to the town and lucius is saved, retarded boy killed, and noone else in the village finds out that the poeplethey dont speak of are in the woods which means they can keep on living the same way and feel safe in the village. go ahead and see it its ok....
BTW Do Not Read Above Paragraph.. It is a plot of the movie the village pretty much... sry if it ruined the movie for you it shall be named the spoiler muahahahahahhahaa
Now backto my life HELLO!!! i know u rnt sleeping there ok good ur back lol

Watched hellboy kindof.. then brandon and i played shadowflare twas fun andthen BIG THUNDERSTORM! eh nothtat bad. no power went out but the sky was cool. sleep...

Wednesday- I helped clean the house. Then i called minnie... but i was too late!!! by only 20 min. grrr if only i had checked my email earlier i could have seen TROY!!!! WAHHHH im so sad!!!! orlando and bradd. sniff the hottness has been missed...btw if u r a guy u no u think they are hott ;-) Well i watched 13 going on 30. its good. i missed the endin ill watch it later

tomorrow- im going to chrissys at 2.

if you sittin in the grass and....

2004-08-02T21:17:00.000-07:00

hmmm today was fun
I woke up atlike 10ish or sumthing i dunno bcuz chrissy woke me up!!!! i will get revenge muahahahahahahahahhaa k enough of that. Brandon, her, and I went to the mall. It was fun played some games, did some shopping, went to panera bread, the best place EVER! We sat in big comfy chairs and i ate bread...of course! WOOHOO FUFU IS TAKING OVER THE WORLD!!!! muahahahahahaha Then brandons hott brother drove me to chrissys. Yeaim sry he is 0:-) to bad hes 20 not much older than me only 5yr. lol j/k too old. Then we went swimming! NINJA VOLLEYBALL! lol diarea! no no1 got diarea if u r wondering its an inside joke brandon strted it!
/Nowi am finishin my hmwk and getting my schedule tomorrow
I hope your in my lunch!!!!

Woah....

2004-07-31T22:09:00.000-07:00

Ok so yea ill just start with friday and go on to now.

Yesterday i cleaned.... fun stuff. Then i went with ale, bianca, jill,joi, and kt to la fiesta. Jills mom drove. it was fun the waiter hated us. oh well. YALL! Walked to white hen. OMG CHRISSY WOULD HAVE DIED it was an orlando do not disturb sign!!!! hot stuff. ;-) Jois mom drove us to baskin robbins. i go icecream.. Of course! then we walked to ale's house and watched the simple life 1. Afterwards jills mom drove us home.

Today- I woke up at 530-6 for a garage sale.. to be honest i have no idea how i woke up so early on ym own when i went to bed at 1230. Set up the garage sale.. it was a bit boring but hey i got rid of a lot of the stuff i didnt want.
Then i went to mycousins graduation party. oh boy. Ok this is what i did. I say hello to everyone and went up stairs and did nothing but see how weird my cousins friends seem,ill get to that later. my cousin maura came hoem and had a friend with her so we hung out. Then brittany came. Then we went downstairs bcuz uhm... another friend and her b/f came... they had a 4month baby girl, shes 19 and hes 23.. it was ackward, he was lookin at me, with his EYES! no it was freaky ok hes 23 and he was like checkin me out and it was liek a i can rape u look... imlike ew get away from me. Then maura brought out mike's! ahh good times, very good times.

Ok so here is why i think my cousins friends are weird, but pretty cool, except for the girls, but neways
1) 2 of his friends had a mohawk, and i swear one was liek 12 in
2) Another friend, he seemed nice, walked past me and he has a huge hole down the crack in the back of his pants, like he cut that seam or sumthing.
3) i dunno they were ok it was weird though its liek a whole party of my family and my cousins' friends, they were all like real punks and it was prettycool. i dun have a problem with them only when they think im 18.... yea no1 thought i was 15-6. its ok maybe its just me i dunno i dun care its over

ok well i uhm have to go now i need to think some things over later

my adventures with joe

2004-07-28T22:45:00.000-07:00

I bet you are wondering who joe is... well il tell you h/o first its what youve missed in my uh.... exciting life. No really it is......;-)

Friday it was my aunts birthday i had to babysit her kids lol its aight tho they pretty cool. i guess lol

SAturday went back to the lake, grr stupid rocks they suck!
Sunday- came bakc home

Monday- CLEANED my whole house! Then went to chrissy's and went to the mall with kiz and kelly. We were there tillclosing it was fun. Kiz didnt join us till panera bread. Dude the pop their is awesome! and it has fortunes like, plant seeds. awesome. Then we rented gothica.. it was freaky good. we stayed not to late... i had to wake up early at like 730.

Tuesday- dentist, NO CAVITIES! YEA! i told u my life was exciting. :-D Went up to the lake again

Wednesday- Ok today is very interesting. well for me it was. In the morning my mom went infor work and left me, john, nana, and maura up by oursselves till well now thursday 8 pm. Then i went to the beach with every1 but nana... Thinkabout it. 2 guys my age down there... oone was eh.. the other was pretty cute. kaylee came by one the beach we swam we talked we ate and i looked at 1 guy sitting next to me :-) thats right now u kno my secret i am like totally boy crazy.....teehee the otehr one the eh one went upstairs. maura and john went up so it was just me n kaylee. the seagulls attacked my cheetos! but iate em neways since they didnt touch em they were about to attack, but they are safe now. 2nd time me n kaylee swam to the buoy was pretty funny Country?! lol its fun makin fun lol. then i went upstairs and get this i cooked dinner. ok my cousin,19 says shehelped in my 3 course meal of, beef and gravy, mashed taters and corn. This is what she did sat i na chair and ate soem of the brownie mix i made to have for dessert and mashed the potatoes a bit... it was like she was me in the kitchen when mym om cooked and i was my mom. it was weird im too young for this, she is 4 yrs older than me. Then we all cleaned up. maura, kaylee and i rode our bikes to get cell phone service.. i saw a cute boy andi cut my ankle but i still sawa cute one. then on the way hoem we took a different route another one of my adventures, and saw anohter cute guy. only i noticed though..... they were liek a mile ahead of me bcuz the bike stunk! then we decided we were going to havea bonfire woohoo! we needed chocolate for smores and the closest store is 1 mile away.. on bikes not bad.. on bad bikes it sucks. On the way there i was going slow it took about 25 min to get there and 15 back. Ok so there i skinned my toes it was awful btu no big deal the nat the store i bend over to look at my toe and tese 2 40+ yr old guys are like hey baby to me and my cuzin and im like no go away and they are like all that real... kaylee saw this from inside came out.. but they pulled away and waved back at us and we were like crap and went home a bit faster it was weird we thought they might have thought baout following us. then at home we were to lazy fora bonfire so i had this brilliant idea and IT WORKED! we took a 1/2 cracker and 1 big shmallllow microwaved for about 25-30 seconds or until marshmallow is big.. i mean real big... then add soem chocolate and cover and it is an awesome smore! the best ever! so now u no.. reminded me of that time last summer lol michala. bedtime

Today- woke up at 9! played a game. made my nana breakfast toast and bacon. pretty good for me i dun normally cook remember unless i hve to. ok so maura makes her breakfast... does she clean up after herself...no! i wash the dishes and said she should put the dishes away bcuz i only used 1 pan she used the rest. does she no! she asked my brotehr to whom didnt even eat a breakfast bcuz he wasnt hungry. its like u lazy @$$! and nana was always worried about her i got sickof that a bit but it soon stopped. she woke up all like is maura ok? what does muara want? i mean ok i like maura shes like a good cuz but i wouldnt be able to live with her unless she was not as lazy expectin me to do the work.
Then i went to the beach with my brother it was fun. we went to up a stop and went "fishing"
. it was ok i caught maybe 10 fish with my hands, thats right my hands. then as i catch fish i see a guy my age walk past and ok im like wow hes cute i think to myself and he keeps staring at me. im like uhm... ok weirdo. so i go back to my stop and he walks back his stuff is near mine. i go into the water he stood by the shore but watchedme. then i walked back to talk to john followed i walked back to look to make sure i still had time to stayt at the beach.. he was coming after me.. and i walkedto get john and back followed both ways... it was annoying i couldnt do nehing it was like STALKER!!!! oi and i made sure nothin was showing and crao like that
went upstairs... cleanedas usual.... then left... saw spiderman 2.... went to applebees, nthing special bout that... came home. love ya nana. ok welllater im watching jurassic park

Last week

2004-07-18T19:34:00.000-07:00

Last weekend my uncle in laws sister came o visit. Went tubing a lot i swear i thought my arms were going to come off. jack and ryan were cool. when i went with my cousin chris i flew 6 ft in the air and landed on my side with my body still going the speed it hurt! knocked the wind outta me. im gonna act in ryans moveis when he becomes a director lol. Doubt it but u never kno heck i dont even kno. hung out with kaylee,y and jackie. It was fun. He brother is kinda hot hes a junior woohoo. Played vball met guys...

friday- hung out with michalajust chilled played some fill or bust stuffed our faces, a 12 yr old likd me, at least i think he was 12?
Saturday- OMG! the waves were HUGE! some were 10 ft tall! walked on the beach. I was in heaven! I saw this dude looked hot from the beach SURFING! THATS SO COOl! Its like woah dudes im surfing killer waves on lake michigan. hah thats awesome. Then there were soem buff guys about my age. they had abs and everythign owowow! Boogieboarder extremists. LoL. Bonfire- out til 1! here came the drunkies. flashlight dude with the white hoodie! 0;) ah good times good times. Went miniature golfing and go karting! I won the second time! DUDE MY CAR SPARKED! chala won the first time hah i forgot to stop.
Sunday- surfed the waves. 2 boys i wanted to tip the raft over. i swear! some guys should just get it over with and say hi or just leave the people alone! lol its ok its cool

2004-07-08T23:51:00.000-07:00

Hey so i was out of town for the fourth of july weekend which is about a week and i met soem new peopel guys and girls its cool 2 guys are coming back up on the weekend woohoo! PARTY! yea so neways lol
MY week- whole family up on weekend. met cousins boyfriends. GOSH DARNIT! they remember me from like a year ago and we only met once. haha what can i say. its cool though. Lit fireworks they were awesome this year. even though i barely talk to him i feel sry for my cuz. and i even think its gonna be weird not having him around for a while gonna miss ya. then swam played vball and boogie board. fun fun fun

Home- Went to the friend ship fest, me n jill went on the zipper it was so cool! met amandas friend. ran away from the guys.... dunno why. b4 the fest went to joi's. got into a highlighter fight. went to fest with jill n joi. saw amanda and jackie.. i think? Went to a restaurant called the valley. kt came. went back to the fest. parents came. Left. got my new phone!! OO ITS AWESOME! i love it! itsmy new babe.. lol yea w.e no i like it though.

Earlier- woke up. Made cookies, chocolate chip YUM! called chrissy. so going to her house to swim very very soon. WOO party at chrissys! talked to joi. played a game and never finished with brandon. and went to help joi with hermath whcih we kinda didnt do.

Current-
Worries- friggin english hmwk
Wants- sleep and ... my business not urs,... justask
Needs- a newspaper or magazine article about a mother that abuses her child. Its for school im reading a child called it and i need an article about child abuse. if you see any please save and tell me! Many thanks
Feelings- Happy, excited
Thoughts- haha chrissy, kel, and ash. btw i am so sry about u no what
Watching- Lotr 1, :-)
Listening- My new ring tones

Yea I was bored so I have to go bye!

My weekend

2004-06-29T07:07:00.000-07:00

HOWDY YALL! I shall post now.
On Sunday, I had a softball game, but eh. Then Chrissy, kiz, n lin and I went to the street fest. It was Ok and I didnt see joi, jill, or kt there, but i saw kt's brother. YUCK! I ran into people I was happy to see and others i wasnt as happy to see. Then we went to walkgreens. LoL that was fun. Then we went and saw the notebook. Such a sad movie. Kiz cried. teehee. I was close. Then sleepover at kristinas! We were up till 4am! i was so tired. I woke up to my mom honking the horn bcuz i had to go to practice! I was like AH! Came home and relaxed i so needed it. Then today i am babysitting my aunts house till practice. PEOPLE PLEASE ALL I WANT IS MORE SLEEP!!!! I AM SO GONE! I have to go to practice, did i get to sleep though... NO! good day

New song

2004-06-26T21:50:00.000-07:00

Afroman- Because I Got High.
Yeah Margaritaville is more for entering summer you know getting in the mood. I was looking for songs and well this is an interesting song. well i will probably change it someday. Any song suggestions just leave a comment its snot hard. haha snot

2004-06-19T17:11:00.000-07:00

:-)) I had an awesome time in california. With that i shall say no more.
DUDES TONITE I MIGHT SEE DODGEBALL!! AND MY COUSINS ARE COMING WITH!!! HAHA THIS IS SO COOL! LOL! ok im done

Tomorrow is fathers day im screwd i never got nething i was gone what could i have gotten. O well i will think of something. haha.

Ok gtg bye

My monday

2004-06-07T20:49:00.000-07:00

woke up at 7 tooks a shower went to 8 am practice came back at noon. Layed down for an hour, Helped around the house, went to monday work, came home more home help

My Week

2004-06-04T09:26:00.000-07:00

Okey Dokie... today is friday. I will start with Tuesday. Brace urselves people.
Tuesday Courtney came over and we played basketball and watched peterpan and then we walked around and decided to surprise jill. She was in her pajamas lol silly. We played basketball and volleyball and sorry and this upward scramble. Pigeons. lol. Came home and Courtney left. Went to bed at like 12 or 1 w/e i 4got

Wednesday- Woke up at like 6! AH thts early 4 me. Jill came by at 7. We went to six flags and the first thing we rode was this space thing, Demon, and this new ride in front of american eagle. Then a water ride and i got SOAKED!! then... waited for like an hour for joi, kt, and jill to get off the water ride but they never came. Then I got Pizza~ YUMMY. While i was eating that i was running in line to the demon. Then rode like all the rollercoasters. And on one of them a hot guy asked to sit next to me . I was like sure. He was like 18-21 though. But his eyes were so cool. Then we came home. It was an ok day. could have been much better
Thursday- Slept till 11, went to my grandmas :-), Came home, Babysat my cousin and brother. Got in a water gun fight. I SO WON!!! Came back home and fell asleep
Friday- I have awoken at 11 again. I am going to see HARRY POTTER!!! OMG I AM SO EXCITED! like a lot of people are gonna be there with us. Kiz and chrissy and then these other people i dont know! *Note to self call kiz.
Saturday- I am going up to my favorite place in the whole d*** world.
Sunday- wont be here
Monday- camp 8-12
Tuesday- camp 10-12
Wednesday- I AM GOING TO CALIFORNIA!!!!! YAY! Disneyland for 3 days then to Palm Springs. I am seeing my aunt. I am so excited that i get to see her again!!!
Well bye

Quizzes I took I was BORED!... kind of teehee

2004-06-01T19:59:00.000-07:00

Pirates of the Caribbean!

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gtg bye six flags tomorrow i have to... BYE!

just for fun

2004-06-01T08:28:00.000-07:00

[Name ]: mary
[ Born in ]: Chicago
[ Good student?]: yes
[ Eyes ]: hazel
[ Hair ]: lt brown
[ Shoe size ]:9 1/2

Last time you..
[ Had a nightmare ]: well i dunno i dun think so
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: thats my business
[ Ate at McDonald's ]: eww y would i do that
[ Dyed your hair ]: 4th grade
[ Brushed your hair ]: 1/2 hour ago
[ Washed your hair ]:last night
[ Cried ]: cant
[ Called someone ]: last night
[ Smiled ]: today
[ Laughed ]: yesterday
[ Smoked? ]: no
[ Did drugs? ]: no
[ Had sex? ]: no

Do you:
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: no
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back?]: no sometimes
[ Play an instrument? ]: yes
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: well there should be its a huge universe
[ Remember your first love? ]; yes
[ Still love him/her? ]: .... no
[ Read the newspaper?]: no
[ Have any straight friends? ]: they all are..maybe except for jill n kt..JK
[ Consider love a mistake? ]: no
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]:slightly
[ Have any secrets? ]: yes
[ Have any pets ]: no
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you]: yea
[ Wear hats? ]: yes
[ Have any tattoos? ]: no
[ Have an obsession? ]: yes
[ Collect anything? ]: seashells... but not for 3 or 4 yrs
[ Have a best friend? ]: yes
[ Like your handwriting? ]: no
[ Have any bad habits? ]: yes
[ Care about looks? ]: yes

Current:

[ Dress ]:my pj's ITS EARLY!
[ Mood ]: so so
[ Make-up ]: nope
[ Music ]: no
[ Taste ]: poptart
[ Hair ]:up
[ Annoyance ]: nothin to eat for breakfast i really like
[ Smell ]: nothing
[ Thought ]: y isnt there nething to eat!?!
[ Book ]:Harry potter and julius ceaser
[ Fingernail Color ]: half purple lol half normal
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: orlando bloom and elijah wood.... hot stuffs

Last Person:
[ You Talked to ]: mom
[ You Hugged ]: mom
[ You Instant messaged ]: jill or kelly
[ You Yelled at ]: my cousins and brother

Favorite..
[Teacher]: Sharkey!
[Fruit]: strawberries
[Veggie]: spinach and ensalad
[Radio Station]: 101.1

10 years ago, I ...
... was 5
... was in indiana
... was leaving preschool i think?
... played in the sand
... built a sand castle

5 years ago, I ...
... was 10
... was going to fifth grade
... was in indiana
... went swimming
... dug a deep hole in the sand

2 years ago, I ...
... was in 7th grade on my way to the big 8th
... really disliked some people that would become bffs... chrissy, already was friends with kizzy :-)
... liked Brian

1 year ago, I ...
... graduated 8th grade
... went to my first dance and with the guy i really had liked
... Got my confirmation
... grad parties!

1 month ago, I ...
... went to my cousins house
... i was counting down till end of school
... saw my new cousin
... trying to build up my strength to talk to a guy i dont like nemore

1 week ago, I ...
... had finals
... still liked him
... was sad
... realized school was ending and wondering if this is the end or justthe beginning

Yesterday, I:
... helped my aunt clean and cook for a barbecue
... family barbecue at my aunts
... pillow fight!! lol
... started to realize somethigns will never change

Today, I ...
... woke up at like 10
... fell asleep at 2am
... ate a poptart
... Courtney coming over might go to jill's

Clean,Clean,Clean

2004-05-31T15:38:00.000-07:00

Okey dokie well I am going to start with last week.
Thursday was my last day of school. It was awesome!! I had a geo test, and then my gym test. I now this is hard to believe but i am capable of saving ur life if u all of a suddent become unconcious or somthing because i am a certified lifeguard. I know It is sooo cool. lol yea ok whatever. While waiting for the bus i decide to walk mini to her bus and we see mark infront of us and i make her talk to him. YAY! its ok i heard from somewhere he was a jerk last year but u no what i dont care its summer I have somehting else in mind ;-).

Friday I went with chris and brandon to see Day After Tomorrow. It was pretty good, CHRISSY couldnt get a ride and i was like NOOO!!! so i was alone with chris and brandon they cool though. then Chris left and me and brandon hung out for like half an hour at the mall.

Saturday- Woke up at 7 went up to the lake house and cleaned grr

Sunday- Went to church sat with kiz and my cousin was making these really small airplanes i kept trying to rip the paper up but he kept creating more. Watched LOTRROTK!!!! I so cant wait till it comes out extended style. Yea leave me alone. Friday Me, Kiz, Chrissy, and some other people i odnt know are going to see HARRY POTTER! OMG I cant wait, but to make me keep my cool on Wednesday Me,Joi,jill,kt,kim, and kelly are all going to SIXFLAGS GREAT AMERICA!!! AHHH SUCH AN EXCITING WEEK! And then a week later i am going to Palm Springs with my family! I AM SO EXCITED!!! My sisters are even coming withYAY! ok enough of that stuff.

Monday- I helped my aunt prepare for the family barbecue and then the family came by. Which is why i am posting... Its boring. This is my moms side and i have no one to talk to. Only like 5 out of 17 people. Half of my cousins dont talkto me and i dont care i dont like them neways.... or mayb its the other way around. O well who cares. I hve more fun wiht my dads side even though there are only like my sisters, my aunt, and 2 cousins. Good times Good times. O well i guess i have to go "socialize" which is basically sittingin a chair. Actually j/k I am just going to eat DINNER! and i made that whole lil family story up lol. gtg BYE! SIX FLAGS + HARRY POTTER!!!!

~RUBBER BANDS~

2004-05-21T19:59:00.000-07:00

Grr ok well today was a pretty good day but monday will be the best unless something goes wrong. i dont know what though.

On the bus ride home i was trapped against the window, no where to go. I got hit in the eye and like everywhere. I was like AHH!!! but luckily those evil peopel got off on the third stop. Good. lol those dang rubber bands.

yea i get out of school soon. I dont know if its good or bad well ill find out KIT people!!