This is how i am... Accept it

Sunday, September 25, 2005

WOOT! another great weekend!

Alright so

Friday:
School- fun as usual, Not much to say I do what I like and I like what I do, and no I dont mean homework. I mean goofing off with friends whenever I can, and just enjoying life as it is. Theres things I would change, but if I ever had the choice to change my life to be someone else, I would never accept. Life is good, life is great.. I'm going to go with the flow. It's more of a thrill. So After school
CAme home- Went over to Amanda's! It was fun! Except for one part, but we went to the mall and got her dress, had subway. It wasnt a bad night, I hope hers turned out ok. Then I went to Jillians! with ale,missy,kt,joi, and of course jill. It was cool, like dancing CRAZY style! Came home

SAturday- HAHA today is my favorite :-)
I woke up at like 830, showered and all that jazz. Then WENT AND GOT CHRIS! we had a breakfast date! It was awesome! cept his pancakes were like terds lol, mine were ok. Dropped him at home. Then I came home. Talked to Joi, we decided it was time to go get HALLOWEEN/MASQUERADE stuff. went to Party City. It was awesome, basically ran all over the store for like an hour, bugging Ben. I swear he nearly gave me a heart attack.. Im like WOAH! but quieter. It was fun! Then dollar Store, chillin out. CAme back home. Then KRISTINA CAME! Went to pick up Danielle. Went to see Corpse Bride. It was cool, yet weird. DEfinately not an ideal kids movie, but I liked it. After went to Cold Stone.. aka Downtown Lagrange. Went to like Chicago or something it was crazy! Then Kristina and I went to Kristinas after, kiz drove Danielle home. It was all so much fun. It was like no worry day, drive around with friends do what we want. I loved it

Sunday:
Woke up... went to school. It wasn't bad we decorated the banner. It looks splendid! AFterwards Jill, Joi, Ale, Tania, and Me all went to PAnera Bread. Then Missy and I went to American Bagel, Etc. It was cool.. Now I'm here. With enough time to do homework and bond with the family. I wish every weekend could be like this

So next weekend is homecoming, and I totally forgot to buy a mask. What worse is that I was at Party City too and they have a good one that I like. Or matches my dress whichever. I'm excited for the dance.

The weekend after.. I am kind of disappointed that I'm missing Fright Fest, but the weekend should be good. I'm going away for a few days. I should be back on Tuesday. I hope its warm there!

Any Ideas for a Halloween costume? I swear you would have thought I have something after already looking, but I'll just have to go back lol

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

I was born emo?

Dude! so anyways.. I have realized.. I think I am bipolar, but isnt everybody? I can be happy about something for a minute and the next i could be sad about it or something? Yeah whatever lol...
So since friday- Eh shit happens.. that is all I have to say. But maybe I just got upset nothing has happend. Friday I think im going to see Corpse Bride. I think it might be kinda ackward, but that can be fixed. I was uninvited to the family thing because im too young... DAMN AGE! Why did i have to be in the middle?! at least if i was younger I could fit in with the younger cousins, and if i was older I could be with the older ones, but no I'm the idiot inbetween that no one probably wants around. Oh well. My family is still fun, and crazy and I love every moment of it! But seriously if anyone truly knew like how alone i sometimes feel in this big old world... its probably similar to those people you see sitting by themselves at lunch, you want to go say something to them but I guess you feel people will think your weird which is stupid. Maybe I'm stupid, but I'm not. I think this post is just going to be an outlet.
I am so glad to have the friends I have. They accept me for who I am.. even though I am probably one of the weirdest people they have ever known, possibly? Seriously if any of my friends need someone to talk to I'm here the same way you are for me, even if I'm in the middle of a rollercoaster ride and upside down just call orsomething lol. Speaking of which! I want to go to six flags fright fest! I am very upset I can't go to this years fright fest on friday, and that I missed last years, but! next year! OH yeah! totally going! It can be like a partty at fucking six flags! You want to go just tell me! Or wanna go this year? TELL ME! haha! ok I am done to the extreme...
No I'm not, one more thing I talk to much but at least i know when im quiet and people ask why I know they know somethings wrong and even if I don't tell them my problem I'm glad they care... Ok NOW! I AM SOOOOO DONE!

UHG! ONe more thing I SWEAR! I need a new layout.. this one is just not working right now.. I'm thinkin a tim burton like thing?! oh well later much

Friday, September 16, 2005

It's kinda hard to say, but

I am sooo happy! today has been a great day.... actually everyday is but today was the best! OK sooooo ill startwith today lol

TODAY- I woke up late.. like at 6, i wanted to wake up at 515 to study bcuz i decided to go to sleep early. Hah! stupid me! but I am hoping I did Ok, it wasnt that bad... I probably failed. In chem- 100 on my quiz... then between 3-5 had a field trip..GUESS WHO FOUND ME! JENNY J! remember st pat kids? the one that left in seventh grade... THIN it was aight 6- espanol not bad. invited to zero gravity, it was sweet prolly cant go but I sSOOO want too lookin for a place to take me... thats it! seventh-math, not bad i stayed awake.. I cant stay awake seventh ITS SOO BORING! lol
After school- drove manda home, came home, showered, phone!, missy, i burned my butt.... it doesnt hurt its warm though! lol Went to natalie's. Now here comes the list of places we went to tonite lol:
Natalies, Br Rice, the mall, kirstens, baskin robbins, ale's, and then i came home! it was SO much fun! I AM SOOO HYPER! stuff happend I cant explain it, butits all in my head, and I like it. It makes me happy. Now... What i need is a boyfriend/date w/e... ANY ONE?! lol even though i know only my friends read this, so in other words... nvm

Ahh... well im too hyper for anything so im gonna do my hmwk! cuz im having a nerdy moment! but if i stay up till 3 tonite.. PARTY THE REST OF THE WEEKEND!