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Saturday, July 31, 2004

Woah....

Ok so yea ill just start with friday and go on to now.

Yesterday i cleaned.... fun stuff. Then i went with ale, bianca, jill,joi, and kt to la fiesta. Jills mom drove. it was fun the waiter hated us. oh well. YALL! Walked to white hen. OMG CHRISSY WOULD HAVE DIED it was an orlando do not disturb sign!!!! hot stuff. ;-) Jois mom drove us to baskin robbins. i go icecream.. Of course! then we walked to ale's house and watched the simple life 1. Afterwards jills mom drove us home.

Today- I woke up at 530-6 for a garage sale.. to be honest i have no idea how i woke up so early on ym own when i went to bed at 1230. Set up the garage sale.. it was a bit boring but hey i got rid of a lot of the stuff i didnt want.
Then i went to mycousins graduation party. oh boy. Ok this is what i did. I say hello to everyone and went up stairs and did nothing but see how weird my cousins friends seem,ill get to that later. my cousin maura came hoem and had a friend with her so we hung out. Then brittany came. Then we went downstairs bcuz uhm... another friend and her b/f came... they had a 4month baby girl, shes 19 and hes 23.. it was ackward, he was lookin at me, with his EYES! no it was freaky ok hes 23 and he was like checkin me out and it was liek a i can rape u look... imlike ew get away from me. Then maura brought out mike's! ahh good times, very good times.

Ok so here is why i think my cousins friends are weird, but pretty cool, except for the girls, but neways
1) 2 of his friends had a mohawk, and i swear one was liek 12 in
2) Another friend, he seemed nice, walked past me and he has a huge hole down the crack in the back of his pants, like he cut that seam or sumthing.
3) i dunno they were ok it was weird though its liek a whole party of my family and my cousins' friends, they were all like real punks and it was prettycool. i dun have a problem with them only when they think im 18.... yea no1 thought i was 15-6. its ok maybe its just me i dunno i dun care its over

ok well i uhm have to go now i need to think some things over later

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

my adventures with joe

I bet you are wondering who joe is... well il tell you h/o first its what youve missed in my uh.... exciting life. No really it is......;-)

Friday it was my aunts birthday i had to babysit her kids lol its aight tho they pretty cool. i guess lol

SAturday went back to the lake, grr stupid rocks they suck!
Sunday- came bakc home

Monday- CLEANED my whole house! Then went to chrissy's and went to the mall with kiz and kelly. We were there tillclosing it was fun. Kiz didnt join us till panera bread. Dude the pop their is awesome! and it has fortunes like, plant seeds. awesome. Then we rented gothica.. it was freaky good. we stayed not to late... i had to wake up early at like 730.

Tuesday- dentist, NO CAVITIES! YEA! i told u my life was exciting. :-D Went up to the lake again

Wednesday- Ok today is very interesting. well for me it was. In the morning my mom went infor work and left me, john, nana, and maura up by oursselves till well now thursday 8 pm. Then i went to the beach with every1 but nana... Thinkabout it. 2 guys my age down there... oone was eh.. the other was pretty cute. kaylee came by one the beach we swam we talked we ate and i looked at 1 guy sitting next to me :-) thats right now u kno my secret i am like totally boy crazy.....teehee the otehr one the eh one went upstairs. maura and john went up so it was just me n kaylee. the seagulls attacked my cheetos! but iate em neways since they didnt touch em they were about to attack, but they are safe now. 2nd time me n kaylee swam to the buoy was pretty funny Country?! lol its fun makin fun lol. then i went upstairs and get this i cooked dinner. ok my cousin,19 says shehelped in my 3 course meal of, beef and gravy, mashed taters and corn. This is what she did sat i na chair and ate soem of the brownie mix i made to have for dessert and mashed the potatoes a bit... it was like she was me in the kitchen when mym om cooked and i was my mom. it was weird im too young for this, she is 4 yrs older than me. Then we all cleaned up.  maura, kaylee and i rode our bikes to get cell phone service.. i saw a cute boy andi cut my ankle but i still sawa cute one. then on the way hoem we took a different route another one of my adventures, and saw anohter cute guy. only i noticed though..... they were liek a mile ahead of me bcuz the bike stunk! then we decided we were going to havea bonfire woohoo! we needed chocolate for smores and the closest store is 1 mile away.. on bikes not bad.. on bad bikes it sucks. On the way there i was going slow it took about 25 min to get there and 15 back. Ok so there i skinned my toes it was awful btu no big deal the nat the store i bend over to look at my toe and tese 2 40+ yr old guys are like hey baby to me and my cuzin and im like no go away and they are like all that real... kaylee saw this from inside came out.. but they pulled away and waved back at us and we were like crap and went home a bit faster it was weird we thought they might have thought baout following us. then at home we were to lazy fora bonfire so i had this brilliant idea and IT WORKED! we took a 1/2 cracker and 1 big shmallllow microwaved for about 25-30 seconds or until marshmallow is big.. i mean real big... then add soem chocolate and cover and it is an awesome smore! the best ever! so now u no.. reminded me of that time last summer lol michala. bedtime

Today- woke up at 9! played a game. made my nana breakfast toast and bacon. pretty good for me i dun normally cook remember unless i hve to. ok so maura makes her breakfast... does she clean up after herself...no! i wash the dishes and said she should put the dishes away bcuz i only used 1 pan she used the rest. does she no! she asked my brotehr to whom didnt even eat a breakfast bcuz he wasnt hungry. its like u lazy @$$! and nana was always worried about her i got sickof that a bit but it soon stopped. she woke up all like is maura ok? what does muara want? i mean ok i like maura shes like a good cuz but i wouldnt be able to live with her unless she was not as lazy expectin me to do the work.
Then i went to the beach with my brother it was fun. we went to up a stop and went "fishing"
. it was ok i caught maybe 10 fish with my hands, thats right my hands. then as i catch fish i see a guy my age walk past and ok im like wow hes cute i think to myself and he keeps staring at me. im like uhm... ok weirdo. so i go back to my stop and he walks back his stuff is near mine. i go into the water he stood by the shore but watchedme. then i walked back to talk to john followed i walked back to look to make sure i still had time to stayt at the beach.. he was coming after me.. and i walkedto get john and back followed both ways... it was annoying i couldnt do nehing it was like STALKER!!!! oi and i made sure nothin was showing and crao like that 
went upstairs... cleanedas usual.... then left... saw spiderman 2.... went to applebees, nthing special bout that... came home. love ya nana. ok welllater im watching jurassic park

 





Sunday, July 18, 2004

Last week

Last weekend my uncle in laws sister came o visit. Went tubing a lot  i swear  i thought my arms were going to come off. jack and ryan were cool. when i went with my cousin chris i flew 6 ft in the air and landed on my side with my body still going the speed it hurt! knocked the wind outta me. im gonna act in ryans moveis when he becomes a director lol. Doubt it but u never kno heck i dont even kno. hung out with kaylee,y and jackie. It was fun. He brother is kinda hot hes a junior woohoo. Played vball met guys...
 
friday- hung out with michalajust chilled played some fill or bust stuffed our faces, a 12 yr old likd me, at least i think he was 12?
Saturday- OMG! the waves were HUGE! some were 10 ft tall! walked on the beach. I was in heaven! I saw this dude looked hot from the beach SURFING! THATS SO COOl! Its like woah dudes im surfing killer waves on lake michigan. hah thats awesome. Then there were soem buff guys about my age. they had abs and everythign owowow! Boogieboarder extremists. LoL. Bonfire- out til 1! here came the drunkies. flashlight dude with the white hoodie! 0;) ah good times good times. Went miniature golfing and go karting! I won the second time! DUDE MY CAR SPARKED! chala won the first time hah i forgot to stop.
Sunday- surfed the waves. 2 boys i wanted to tip the raft over. i swear! some guys should just get it over with and say hi or just leave the people alone! lol its ok its cool 
  
 

Thursday, July 08, 2004

Hey so i was out of town for the fourth of july weekend which is about a week and i met soem new peopel guys and girls its cool 2 guys are coming back up on the weekend woohoo! PARTY! yea so neways lol
MY week- whole family up on weekend. met cousins boyfriends. GOSH DARNIT! they remember me from like a year ago and we only met once. haha what can i say. its cool though. Lit fireworks they were awesome this year. even though i barely talk to him i feel sry for my cuz. and i even think its gonna be weird not having him around for a while gonna miss ya. then swam played vball and boogie board. fun fun fun

Home- Went to the friend ship fest, me n jill went on the zipper it was so cool! met amandas friend. ran away from the guys.... dunno why. b4 the fest went to joi's. got into a highlighter fight. went to fest with jill n joi. saw amanda and jackie.. i think? Went to a restaurant called the valley. kt came. went back to the fest. parents came. Left. got my new phone!! OO ITS AWESOME! i love it! itsmy new babe.. lol yea w.e no i like it though.

Earlier- woke up. Made cookies, chocolate chip YUM! called chrissy. so going to her house to swim very very soon. WOO party at chrissys! talked to joi. played a game and never finished with brandon. and went to help joi with hermath whcih we kinda didnt do.

Current-
Worries- friggin english hmwk
Wants- sleep and ... my business not urs,... justask
Needs- a newspaper or magazine article about a mother that abuses her child. Its for school im reading a child called it and i need an article about child abuse. if you see any please save and tell me! Many thanks
Feelings- Happy, excited
Thoughts- haha chrissy, kel, and ash. btw i am so sry about u no what
Watching- Lotr 1, :-)
Listening- My new ring tones

Yea I was bored so I have to go bye!