truth be told

i enjoy that i ave had these blogs, xangas, livejournals etc.
i look back at them and read about what i did in the past
i feel how i felt
i remember things i have forgotten
i read about peopel i hung out with and dont anymore and people i hang out with still
and now i get to add about new people
so i will randomly write in this
i kind ahope no one ever reads it but me
i fucked up my links and my lil buttons and it makes me sad.
:-(

So I stole this from Joi

This is my survey from June 2004
Name ]: mary
[ Born in ]: Chicago
[ Good student?]: yes
[ Eyes ]: hazel
[ Hair ]: lt brown
[ Shoe size ]:9 1/2
Last time you..
[ Had a nightmare ]: well i dunno i dun think so
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: thats my business
[ Ate at McDonald's ]: eww y would i do that
[ Dyed your hair ]: 4th grade
[ Brushed your hair ]: 1/2 hour ago
[ Washed your hair ]:last night
[ Cried ]: cant
[ Called someone ]: last night
[ Smiled ]: today
[ Laughed ]: yesterday
[ Smoked? ]: no
[ Did drugs? ]: no
[ Had sex? ]: no
Do you: [ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: no
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back?]: no sometimes
[ Play an instrument? ]: yes
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: well there should be its a huge universe
[ Remember your first love? ]; yes
[ Still love him/her? ]: .... no
[ Read the newspaper?]: no
[ Have any straight friends? ]: they all are..maybe except for jill n kt..JK
[ Consider love a mistake? ]: no
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]:slightly
[ Have any secrets? ]: yes
[ Have any pets ]: no
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you]: yea
[ Wear hats? ]: yes
[ Have any tattoos? ]: no
[ Have an obsession? ]: yes
[ Collect anything? ]: seashells... but not for 3 or 4 yrs
[ Have a best friend? ]: yes
[ Like your handwriting? ]: no
[ Have any bad habits? ]: yes
[ Care about looks? ]: yes
Current:[ Dress ]:my pj's ITS EARLY!
[ Mood ]: so so
[ Make-up ]: nope
[ Music ]: no
[ Taste ]: poptart
[ Hair ]:up
[ Annoyance ]: nothin to eat for breakfast i really like
[ Smell ]: nothin
[ Thought ]: y isnt there nething to eat!?!
[ Book ]:Harry potter and julius ceaser
[ Fingernail Color ]: half purple lol half normal
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: orlando bloom and elijah wood.... hot stuffs
Last Person:[ You Talked to ]: mom
[ You Hugged ]: mom
[ You Instant messaged ]: jill or kelly
[ You Yelled at ]: my cousins and brother
Favorite..[Teacher]: Sharkey!
[Fruit]: strawberries
[Veggie]: spinach and ensalad
[Radio Station]: 101.1
10 years ago, I ...... was 5... was in indiana... was leaving preschool i think?... played in the sand... built a sand castle
5 years ago, I ...... was 10... was going to fifth grade... was in indiana... went swimming... dug a deep hole in the sand
2 years ago, I ...... was in 7th grade on my way to the big 8th... really disliked some people that would become bffs... chrissy, already was friends with kizzy :-)... liked Brian
1 year ago, I ...... graduated 8th grade... went to my first dance and with the guy i really had liked... Got my confirmation... grad parties!
1 month ago, I ...... went to my cousins house... i was counting down till end of school... saw my new cousin... trying to build up my strength to talk to a guy i dont like nemore1 week ago, I ...... had finals... still liked him... was sad... realized school was ending and wondering if this is the end or justthe beginning
Yesterday, I:... helped my aunt clean and cook for a barbecue... family barbecue at my aunts... pillow fight!! lol... started to realize somethigns will never change
Today, I ...... woke up at like 10... fell asleep at 2am... ate a poptart... Courtney coming over might go to jill's

Now here it is a year and a half later
Name ]: marybeth
[ Born in ]: Chicago
[ Good student?]: slightly
[ Eyes ]: hazel
[ Hair ]: lt brown w/ purple high lights
[ Shoe size ]:9 1/2- 10ish
Last time you..
[ Had a nightmare ]: Dont remember
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: I always mean it
[ Ate at McDonald's ]: last thursday or something
[ Dyed your hair ]: beginning of the month
[ Brushed your hair ]: this morning
[ Washed your hair ]:last night
[ Cried ]: sunday
[ Called someone ]: today
[ Smiled ]: today
[ Laughed ]: today
[ Smoked? ]: eh
[ Did drugs? ]: no
[ Had sex? ]: no
Do you:
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: yes
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back?]: sometimes
[ Play an instrument? ]: yes
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: well there should be its a huge universe
[ Remember your first love? ]; yes
[ Still love him/her? ]: No, dude that was third grade
[ Read the newspaper?]: no
[ Have any straight friends? ]: yes
Consider love a mistake? ]: no
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: yes
[ Have any secrets? ]: yes
[ Have any pets ]: no
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you]: after i find out who they are
[ Wear hats? ]: yes, but only in summer really
[ Have any tattoos? ]: no
[ Have an obsession? ]: not really
[ Collect anything? ]: seashells... but not for a while
[ Have a best friend? ]: I don't have a bestfriend... i have best friends!
[ Like your handwriting? ]: no
[ Have any bad habits? ]: yes
[ Care about looks? ]: eh
Current:
[ Dress ]:jeans and a hoodie
[ Mood ]: so so
[ Make-up ]: nope
[ Music ]: no
[ Taste ]: pizza
[ Hair ]:up
[ Annoyance ]: the idea of her and him...
[ Smell ]: pizza
[ Thought ]: poor dad
Book ]:Catcher in the Rye
[ Fingernail Color ]: normal
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: I lack celebrity obsessions
Person:
[ You Talked to ]: dad
[ You Hugged ]: sister jill
[ You Instant messaged ]: tommy, kristina
[ You Yelled at ]: brother
Favorite..
[Teacher]: dulek,ogarek, czworniak
[Fruit]: strawberries, apples, oranges
[Veggie]: corn
[Radio Station]: 101.1, 101.9, 104.3, 97.1, 97.9, 93.9, 94.7 (Imiss the zone!) 103.5
10 years ago, I ...... was 7... all excited about my new christmas toys and playing with them
5 years ago, I ...... was 12... malling with the friends andstill excited about christmas presents
2 years ago, I ...... was in 8th grade...
1 year ago, I ...... It was the day after Christmas. I think I just chilled out and hung with my friends, I was a sophomore, and 16 years old
1 month ago, I ...... was 17... waiting for break... ...didn't really have a crush on anybody
1 week ago, I ...... had finals..... liked him a lot and was sad that he was leaving for break... was exhausted and upset I had school and couldnt have gone to the party with him the night before...
Yesterday, I:...celebrated Christmas with my dads side of the family, eeryone but aunt janet. I can drink, family doesnt even mind on both sides (sweet, theere is definately a difference between being 16 and 17, and im only about a month and a half into official 17)
Today, I ...... fell asleep at 4 am, did some homework, woke up at 1230, went shopping with jill and john, andwill be making the rest of my plans for the week

homecoming was awesome. Enough said! Wanna see pictures.. wait till I get back next week..
You know it kinda hurts, I guess..., knowing your birthday is kind of obsolete or not even there really, more than a month before. How depressing, oh well. Never really cared for it much anyways i suppose. :-/
I need to go do my homework, I am a nerd, but it's a good feeling I have when its all done. Good bye my loves, until next week

WOW....

Ok, so tonite is my dance! I AM SOOOOO STOKED! or whatever I dont know hwo to do my hair.. well im changing the subject to my life now...

This week was all lets be something for aday.. I decided to be Anti-school so therefore i didnt dress for any of the days and they are lucky i even went to the pep rally and game. They were both fun though! I so wonder what I would be like if I did drugs... Dont worry! I wont, and oyu better not too... or eelse! WOW IM HYPER! Im going to go make crepes. WHY? becuase I can, and I dont want to get ready for hte dance Im such scum! lol